Just when you think you've got it...
Well, first I should start off by saying to my new faithful journal go-ers, you all are NOT good at the commenting thing.
So about my day today, well it was slightly interesting, I suppose.
In Tunnell's class, I got to watch this movie with some crazy people in it, little knomes, and a guy with an "ass-face." However this did make my day seem a whole lot more worth not sleeping through, so I stayed awake.
After school, well I went home and after I determined I couldn't in fact lift my arms above shoulder-level, I fell asleep.
You know, life's so crazy, it's hard to decipher where to head. I'm at the fork in the road where I can't decide which way to go.....
I can head for the clear path, that I really don't know what will become of me if I do.
I can head for the blocked path, and hope that I somehow battle through all the crap and find what I'm looking for.
Or I can try to chase lost hopes.
Life is like board games, you're rolling high with Boardwalk one minute, then you do not pass go and do not collect $200 the next. I wish I could just go to the spot I wanted. That's the part of life that makes it worth living though, you have to roll the dice. In every decision you make, there are always choices, and any way you throw it, you're gonna get a negative effect sometimes.
Just as in my life, I was rolling high, I was untouchable, I had that 'Boardwalk' and everyone that tried beating me couldn't. Then I turned around and had to throw the dice again, and had to pay off my debts, and had to mortgage 'Boardwalk.' Now I wish I could have my Boardwalk back, but I gotta start at the bottom again, and hope that it's still there for me when I get back to it. Hopefully this whole part of my life will work out...
Moral of the journal: While you have whatever is the 'Boardwalk' or the staple, and motivation of your life, cherish it. Every great moment of your life, can be twisted, turned and thrown with every decision you make, you roll the dice, just hoping you don't land on a space that's not so comfortable. The true definition of your life is the ultimate struggle to get your old 'Boardwalk' back, or go and find you a 'Park Place.' The rolling of the dice and failing, but never-the-less bouncing back is the true definition of life itself, you gotta bounce back....
Keep on Keepin on, and find your 'Boardwalk.'
~ Cam...BAM!
So about my day today, well it was slightly interesting, I suppose.
In Tunnell's class, I got to watch this movie with some crazy people in it, little knomes, and a guy with an "ass-face." However this did make my day seem a whole lot more worth not sleeping through, so I stayed awake.
After school, well I went home and after I determined I couldn't in fact lift my arms above shoulder-level, I fell asleep.
You know, life's so crazy, it's hard to decipher where to head. I'm at the fork in the road where I can't decide which way to go.....
I can head for the clear path, that I really don't know what will become of me if I do.
I can head for the blocked path, and hope that I somehow battle through all the crap and find what I'm looking for.
Or I can try to chase lost hopes.
Life is like board games, you're rolling high with Boardwalk one minute, then you do not pass go and do not collect $200 the next. I wish I could just go to the spot I wanted. That's the part of life that makes it worth living though, you have to roll the dice. In every decision you make, there are always choices, and any way you throw it, you're gonna get a negative effect sometimes.
Just as in my life, I was rolling high, I was untouchable, I had that 'Boardwalk' and everyone that tried beating me couldn't. Then I turned around and had to throw the dice again, and had to pay off my debts, and had to mortgage 'Boardwalk.' Now I wish I could have my Boardwalk back, but I gotta start at the bottom again, and hope that it's still there for me when I get back to it. Hopefully this whole part of my life will work out...
Moral of the journal: While you have whatever is the 'Boardwalk' or the staple, and motivation of your life, cherish it. Every great moment of your life, can be twisted, turned and thrown with every decision you make, you roll the dice, just hoping you don't land on a space that's not so comfortable. The true definition of your life is the ultimate struggle to get your old 'Boardwalk' back, or go and find you a 'Park Place.' The rolling of the dice and failing, but never-the-less bouncing back is the true definition of life itself, you gotta bounce back....
Keep on Keepin on, and find your 'Boardwalk.'
~ Cam...BAM!