That all feels like so long ago...
Update on the cancer, first. I did stop chemo after that, and while I do still have my port in I should be getting it out soon. It's a decision I don't regret, honestly. I haven't let them do any real scans since I made the choice, since if more cancer shows up it would force re-evaluation of the decision and I do not think I could or would change my mind. Do I think there's more in there somewhere? Well, honestly, yes, but I think it's pretty small if it exists at all. Which would still give me years. And besides, even though I thought I was ready to lose my hair, when it actually happened it was absolutely terrible.It's back now, short and wavy/curly. I just can't do it again. Now my doctor is worried more about my heart, and I'm taking a mental health break from worrying right now about anything much. Well, ok, that's not true...just things that worry me are different now. I think that's part of life.