Yep it's gettin better
So That night i posted that i was gonna tell hre the truth the next time she called me. Well that night she texted me and called her back and i told her the truth and that i was gonna be myself again i wasn't gonna care what she thought and that she wasn't being herself either and she was someone completely different and wasn't the person i started liking. Well that was the only time she cried the 2.5 hours we talked. I never got upset and i never got sad i was calm and collected. So we agreed to be there for each other and just be friends and we both relized that we were really close and i was one of her best friends. So we are friends and we got along ok now. I still have periods where i think about how i acted and why i acted the way i did and i know it wasn't all my fault, but i stuff that in the back of my mind and just move on with life. Tonight was the best night i have had at work in a really long time. This girl no one likes got fired because she got mad at me last night and that was quite awesome. And me and josh went freakin crazy slaphappy hyper. It was great. So unless dawahares calls me back i think i might stick around fazolis for a little while longer. I dunno. I found out that i won't be getting the job at whayne till i graduate because they can't work me after school. But i still have to go and take tests to apply for the school thing. Life is getting better and better again, it finally feels good to be me again. That thought is still in the back of my head and it drives me crazy sometimes and i'll get down a little but i get over it quicker everyday. It's just time to move on. Well it's time to not do my homework...goodnight.