Tonight was bad
So i get back to town and i call one of my best friends, josh, because i wanted to do something and i didn't wanna go home. Well he informs me that he found out today that Melissa has a boyfriend. That surely ruined the great day i was having. The girl i spent 4 months falling in love with, the girl i thought was different from everyone else, the girl i cared about more than any other girl i have ever met, the girl the ment everything to me, has a boyfriend. After talking to several ppl tonight i also found out that she has been talking to this guy for around a month. Which put it back in the time where i was still talking to her every night. But did she inform me she was talkign to another guy, did she care to tell me that she was dating another guy? Of course not, maybe she wanted to protect my feeling and she didn't know how to tell me. But to me thats bullshit because it's not any easier to hear it one way or another. It's just better knowing that they had the guts to tell you and not one of your best friends. But it is over now. Everything i had of hers is now laying on her front porch. I got out of working with her tomorrow by switching shifts with Alyssa, which i am now suppose to open which i have neevr done before and which means i have to be at work at 7am. Considering i cannot sleep, it should be rather interesting. The remainder of the day will be spent trying to contact whayne supply and if i cannot contact them i will be getting me some applications. Cause i can't work at fazolis anymore. But i dunno she just texted me and asked what happened to me wanting her to be happy and why we can't be friends anymore. And honestly i don't know what to say so i'll just tell her how much i cared and why it hurts so much and that i guess i'm no better than josh. I guess i wanted us both to be happy. But whatever i don't know what else to say other than when i see her next i'm probably gonna break down crying, even if it is a hallway at grc, i just don't care anymore.
And thanks Katy for being there for me tonight and going with me and for cheering me up a little and making my night suck just a little bit less. It really ment a lot to me, and no your not a goober.
And lastly thanks Krista for listening to me ramble on and on and listen to me cry to the point i couldn't anymore. Well i suppose i'll try to sleep for wait for 7am to get here, whichever comes first.
And thanks Katy for being there for me tonight and going with me and for cheering me up a little and making my night suck just a little bit less. It really ment a lot to me, and no your not a goober.
And lastly thanks Krista for listening to me ramble on and on and listen to me cry to the point i couldn't anymore. Well i suppose i'll try to sleep for wait for 7am to get here, whichever comes first.