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May 30, 2004 23:32

so i had a pretty bad day, and this gross feeling will last for the rest of the weekend and longer, considering i saw her for the last time, and its not hard to understand how terrible it feels to see someone you love lifeless, knowing thats the last time youll see her beautiful face... but ill tell you this much, its times like these when you realize who is there for you, and even if i feel like god fucked me over, i can thank him for giving me wonderful supporting friends who love me and are willing to do pretty much anything to make me feel better. and its them who actually have helped me get through this, who held my hand knowing i needed them now more then ever... how jessica sat with me outside at like midnight, and set us up a little bed in her driveway so i could stare at the stars and convince myself she is in a better place, and andrea and rachel who held me when i first got the news and let me cry for as long as i wanted, just standing in her backyard as they rubbed my back and brushed off my face, and jackie who came over the next morning bright and early to get my mind off things and cook my unhealthy food so i could gain 20 pounds in 10 seconds. EVERYONE, lindsay, maya, jen, just knowing they were there for me, jared who wanted nothing but to cheer me up, scott, bonnie, my baby nina, cara, tj and aly and alyssa, and so many more, made everyhting so much easier... so thank you, you dont know how much i love all of you!!
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