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well if im morbid in this entry then someones gonna come all the way up from virginia to kick my ass so i guess im gonna try and keep this one cheery, just for you babe :p.today the real shit starts, today my sergeant is goin to the court to sign the paperwork that gets me off probation. aint no fuckin around now guys. its gettin to be crunch time. i cant believe after all this time im finally doin it. for all those who dont know im goin into infantry, gonna be a foot soldier. WEE im gonna get a big fuckin gun. :D now im actually excited to go. i guess after some much needed venting im feelin ok now. at least about the army. every other aspect of my life is still screwed but thats ok. when i get back from basic all the people that are true to me will be the only ones waitin for me so to hell with everything else. my entire life is gonna change because of this and ya know what, i cant fuckin wait. you guys are probably all freaked cause im actually happy for a change on this shit, well content at least. definately an improvement over my last few entries though. well i gtg, ill write again once i figure out more. buhbyes