so yea, this fuckin things still active after all this time. holy crap hahaha lol.

couldnt sleep again last night, 3rd night in a row. my bodies all pissed off at me. tryin to quit drinkin still, havin fun with that. find out monday if i get my old job back, yea rotten chicken juice. gettin a new sgt for the army, my old guys leavin for the state police. hope this new guys cool, dont wanna fuck this up. miss my baby, cant believe ( Read more... )

so i woke up in the hospital this mornin. the person in the room next to me died. wtf is wrong with me. i have no idea what happened. maybe next time ill be lucky enough to not wake up. fuck life and everything about it. no ones fault but my own. christ i need to stop drinkin.

i am a prick. i overreact. ive done a lot of shitty things. this is why i will never make a good boyfriend. this is why my son is now my only concern in life.

why is this army shit takin so long man. i just got off the phone with my sgt and now hes sayin i wont be able to ship out until mid-february. wtf. i wanna do somethin with my life and it just wont finally happen. grrrrrrrrrr. i hate waiting!

merry fuckin christmas

well i just got back from court.....as of monday im off probation and settin up my date to leave for the army. im so fuckin happy right now. im actually gonna do somethin with my life. i cant wait until i get back and everyone sees how much ive changed. no more cigarettes, no more drinkin, no more nothin. god i feel so proud right now, i cant even ( Read more... )

What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

You Are Balanced - Believer - EmpoweredYou feel your life is controlled both externally and internally ( Read more... )

You Are Somewhat Machiavellian
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