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man oh man i am so depressed and i dont even know why...ive cried myself to sleep for like like the past week or so and im just tired of it...im not happy down here and im tired of people being mad at me for wanting to move away...being mad at me for no reason isnt a good thought to me because i hate it when people are mad at me...i usually am the one to apolgize first whether im wrong or the other person is but this time im not going to apoligize first...im sick and tired of being taken advantage of and being used...you may say that im not but i really am and im not the only person who has noticed it...i mean i really love it how some people can apoligize and say they love me when theyre drunk but as soon as theyre sober and see me its as if im invisible...i dont get it...what have i done to deserve this...what me talking about flag too much...im sorry if they make me feel wanted up there and dont use me...they actually cant wait to see me and are excited when i call...they appreciate my friendship...im happy there and i am definately not here...i wish i could be like jason...gone