One Hell of a Day
I have had one hell of a day. Woke up late and missed my first class. Was almost to the point of falling asleep through the rest of them, and then I come home to be bitched out by my mother. She actually told me that she wanted me to stop going to Jade because it's making me be a bad child.
EXCUSE ME!!!!! I'm not a fucking child anymore! I'm almost twenty. And, I haven't done anything to make her say that I'm turning bad. I come home late every so often......does that mean I've done something wrong? No, I'm the same person I've always been.
So, I've come to the conclusion that instead of delaying moving out till I'm out of 4 year college (which is what my parents talked me into); I'm fucking gone from this hell hole by next year. The only way for me to become an adult in their eyes is to be one. So I'll suck in my fears and get away.
EXCUSE ME!!!!! I'm not a fucking child anymore! I'm almost twenty. And, I haven't done anything to make her say that I'm turning bad. I come home late every so often......does that mean I've done something wrong? No, I'm the same person I've always been.
So, I've come to the conclusion that instead of delaying moving out till I'm out of 4 year college (which is what my parents talked me into); I'm fucking gone from this hell hole by next year. The only way for me to become an adult in their eyes is to be one. So I'll suck in my fears and get away.