Getting Waxed
I just got home from Jade and couldn't wait to write about what happened.
First, let me start off by saying that I have realized one really good thing that came out of Robert's and I relationship. Somehow, Robert helped me to break down the wall I had built around the sexual side of myself. I used to be extremely shy, timid, and self-conscious about my body and my sexual relations. Being with Robert helped me to break down that barrier. I have been a whole lot freer with my sexual side; and not in a slutty way but excepting it as part of my being. Before I sort of kept it hidden.
Second, my friendship with Crystal has helped to keep from rebuilding that wall; even though I was horribly hurt by Robert. I think the first time I went skinny dipping with the hippies was when the last brick fell. Since then, I have become more confident and accepting of my body.
And now tonight I went and did something crazy that the old me would have never done. It all started awhile back when I first saw Sara, the door lady for Jade, pour hot candle wax onto another man's chest. I had asked her to do it to me, and she'd refused saying that I wasn't her friend yet. Well, weeks passed and Sara got to know me more, and when I brought it up to her tonight, she agreed.
I first had her drip the wax on my stomach to kinda test myself and see if I could take the heat. Next, I let her do it over my breasts while behind the gauze that separates the cover booth from the rest of the club. Of course Sean was right there taking pictures of it all.
Later, I talked Crystal into doing it with me up on the stage. I got up first and Sara dripped the wax, then cooled it with water and scraped the wax off with a knife. I would have never thought that to be pleasurable but it aroused me more than quite a bit. My nipples are still hard even as I write this.
I must say that I can't wait to have a partner to do this with or at least to it to me.
First, let me start off by saying that I have realized one really good thing that came out of Robert's and I relationship. Somehow, Robert helped me to break down the wall I had built around the sexual side of myself. I used to be extremely shy, timid, and self-conscious about my body and my sexual relations. Being with Robert helped me to break down that barrier. I have been a whole lot freer with my sexual side; and not in a slutty way but excepting it as part of my being. Before I sort of kept it hidden.
Second, my friendship with Crystal has helped to keep from rebuilding that wall; even though I was horribly hurt by Robert. I think the first time I went skinny dipping with the hippies was when the last brick fell. Since then, I have become more confident and accepting of my body.
And now tonight I went and did something crazy that the old me would have never done. It all started awhile back when I first saw Sara, the door lady for Jade, pour hot candle wax onto another man's chest. I had asked her to do it to me, and she'd refused saying that I wasn't her friend yet. Well, weeks passed and Sara got to know me more, and when I brought it up to her tonight, she agreed.
I first had her drip the wax on my stomach to kinda test myself and see if I could take the heat. Next, I let her do it over my breasts while behind the gauze that separates the cover booth from the rest of the club. Of course Sean was right there taking pictures of it all.
Later, I talked Crystal into doing it with me up on the stage. I got up first and Sara dripped the wax, then cooled it with water and scraped the wax off with a knife. I would have never thought that to be pleasurable but it aroused me more than quite a bit. My nipples are still hard even as I write this.
I must say that I can't wait to have a partner to do this with or at least to it to me.