Feeling kind of anxious..... but have to love a distraction...
I have so much shit to do this week it's insane. I'm so nervous for it all. I have worked SO hard this semester to do well, and I have so far!! I have a freaking 97 average in chemistry!!!!! 97!!! That's awesome!! I need it to stay that way to because that is a 4 credit course!! lol I missed two days of school for a DECA trip. The CLA conference. (I think it stands for collegiate leadership academy, not positive though...) And MAN those two days were probably the two worst days out of the whole semester I could have possibly missed. I just feel like going under the covers and hiding for the next week....
I've also been totally sucking at starcraft and I can;t really figure out what's going wrong... it's kind of getting on my nerves.
I was feeling so stressed when I came on here, and I still kind of am, but I discovered a few amazing amazing amazing communities for icons, so I popped onto my graphics account and seriously went icon shopping. Found some great new ones that are in my user pics, found a MUCH needed new default and one that fits my mood for this post perfectly.... lol! So that kind of gave me a distraction for a little bit.
I am still anxious though. Calc quiz tomorrow to make up, then my chem test on thurs (AND my make up quiz) , then on monday, managment test, then tues, calc test (oh on the stuff I missed and still have not gotten the notes for. yeah.) Then somewhere in all of this mess I need to make up my business law test!!! GAHHHH!!!! It can wait until the next one which won't be for another 2 weeks at least, but I want to get it over with asap so I don;t forget the material.....
I just want to relax and unwind a LITTLE bit. Every time I think I have a chance, something comes up. I don't understand all these people who are partying all the time... like how do they get everything done??!? I stopped studying for THREE DAYS and look where I am at!!!! Idk how they do it. I guess they do not care.
I want to talk about my trip to NYC but I am too tired to type everything.... I just would like to say that the more rich people I meet, the more I dislike rich people.... lol.
What is up with all my dot dot dots? I'm in such a strange mood. I have a huge knot in my chest worrying about tomorrow. =[ I can;t even find my notes in my notebook when my prof told us what would be on the quz. All I know is that there will be related rates and something else. But I caouldn;t trell you what the other things wwas if u held a gun to my head. =/ I wil just have to try my best. It's just lame. I wanted an A in calc and I feel as tho I deserve one. =/ Maybe I am just wrong....
Falling asleep...Thank you for listening....
I've also been totally sucking at starcraft and I can;t really figure out what's going wrong... it's kind of getting on my nerves.
I was feeling so stressed when I came on here, and I still kind of am, but I discovered a few amazing amazing amazing communities for icons, so I popped onto my graphics account and seriously went icon shopping. Found some great new ones that are in my user pics, found a MUCH needed new default and one that fits my mood for this post perfectly.... lol! So that kind of gave me a distraction for a little bit.
I am still anxious though. Calc quiz tomorrow to make up, then my chem test on thurs (AND my make up quiz) , then on monday, managment test, then tues, calc test (oh on the stuff I missed and still have not gotten the notes for. yeah.) Then somewhere in all of this mess I need to make up my business law test!!! GAHHHH!!!! It can wait until the next one which won't be for another 2 weeks at least, but I want to get it over with asap so I don;t forget the material.....
I just want to relax and unwind a LITTLE bit. Every time I think I have a chance, something comes up. I don't understand all these people who are partying all the time... like how do they get everything done??!? I stopped studying for THREE DAYS and look where I am at!!!! Idk how they do it. I guess they do not care.
I want to talk about my trip to NYC but I am too tired to type everything.... I just would like to say that the more rich people I meet, the more I dislike rich people.... lol.
What is up with all my dot dot dots? I'm in such a strange mood. I have a huge knot in my chest worrying about tomorrow. =[ I can;t even find my notes in my notebook when my prof told us what would be on the quz. All I know is that there will be related rates and something else. But I caouldn;t trell you what the other things wwas if u held a gun to my head. =/ I wil just have to try my best. It's just lame. I wanted an A in calc and I feel as tho I deserve one. =/ Maybe I am just wrong....
Falling asleep...Thank you for listening....