I recently went through and deleted all of my old LJ entries except those that were especially funny or where I drew a pretty picture. It took a looong time, but it felt good to get rid of it all, even the entries that weren't angsty.
I keep on thinking of going back and making every entry of a few journals private... when I have the time, haha. I don't want them to go away, necessarily. I just want nobody to ever read them again.
I think it was when I realized that I could either choose to be a whiny baby and feel bad for myself, or I could choose to do something about it, take control of my life and be a happy person.
and now my doctors have me on less medication and we're already starting to figure out a time plan for when I'll be off the medication altogether.
but oh my goodness, you, it'll be so weird when I have utilities in my own name... haha <3
I think I realized it then a little bit, but I realize even more now how great of a time college was for learning about myself and my friends and such along with the academics. "Real life" entails many more details that get in the way of things, though it's not all bad.
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we're kind of grown up now, aren't we?
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and now my doctors have me on less medication and we're already starting to figure out a time plan for when I'll be off the medication altogether.
but oh my goodness, you, it'll be so weird when I have utilities in my own name... haha <3
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I think I realized it then a little bit, but I realize even more now how great of a time college was for learning about myself and my friends and such along with the academics. "Real life" entails many more details that get in the way of things, though it's not all bad.
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