I Need Thee Every Hour
To quote Eek the Cat, When does the hurting stop?
Just curious.
I only got seven hours last night, and was positively amazed at how much of a difference it made. I dragged all day long. I yawned all through school and felt like I could fall asleep at any given moment. Just a week and a half ago, seven hours would have been a lot. Funny how life changes.
Momma left today. I miss having a constant companion. I miss having her here. I miss having someone else sleep in my room. Never thought I'd miss that...
I e-mailed him back today, and, as usual, overthought it. I plan out all my e-mails, then write half of what I planned and tons that I didn't plan, then wonder if I should say what I'm saying or if I should say something else, and then I forget something, and then I decide what I wrote was stupid, but by that point it's too late because I already hit send. It's quite similar to writing in here. Seriously, I plan posts in my head all the time, then forget half of what I wanted to say, say tons else, wonder if what I said was stupid, decide that it is, figure posting means it's too late to change...It's somewhat of a miracle that I ever write anything. Maybe I should post pictures. Except what would I post pictures of? I don't do anything anymore. I need to get married and have babies so I can have something to take photos of.
I'm going to a birthday party tonight. I thought it would be at sevenish, but turns out it's not until eight, AND I have to wear orange, yellow, red, or green. ....? I hardly own any of those colours. >.< Beth told me she owns all of them, but I can't borrow her shirts, because she's much larger than I am. I would drown in her clothes. So now I get to raid my closet and see if I have anything suitable. I'm sad, too, because I'm wearing my cute polka dot shirt that I haven't worn in maybe two years (yes, I said I have a cute polka dot shirt. Miracles happen!) and now have to change out of it.
Oh! That reminds me! Today was Book Character Day at school. I went as Hermione Granger, giving me a chance to wear my graduation robes (surprisingly useful, those things) and my cloak. Tomorrow is hat day. I told my kids they ALL have to wear a hat or I'm fining them five dollars. I like school spirit days, so they're going to like them, too! Or at the very least dress up for it. I'm already planning bribes for 5th grade spirit week (*cough*Miss Wright's Birthday Week *cough*) to make more of them participate.
I'm off to find something to eat. I hear food is good for me.
"Sadness is beautiful. Loneliness is tragical..." ~~BSB
Just curious.
I only got seven hours last night, and was positively amazed at how much of a difference it made. I dragged all day long. I yawned all through school and felt like I could fall asleep at any given moment. Just a week and a half ago, seven hours would have been a lot. Funny how life changes.
Momma left today. I miss having a constant companion. I miss having her here. I miss having someone else sleep in my room. Never thought I'd miss that...
I e-mailed him back today, and, as usual, overthought it. I plan out all my e-mails, then write half of what I planned and tons that I didn't plan, then wonder if I should say what I'm saying or if I should say something else, and then I forget something, and then I decide what I wrote was stupid, but by that point it's too late because I already hit send. It's quite similar to writing in here. Seriously, I plan posts in my head all the time, then forget half of what I wanted to say, say tons else, wonder if what I said was stupid, decide that it is, figure posting means it's too late to change...It's somewhat of a miracle that I ever write anything. Maybe I should post pictures. Except what would I post pictures of? I don't do anything anymore. I need to get married and have babies so I can have something to take photos of.
I'm going to a birthday party tonight. I thought it would be at sevenish, but turns out it's not until eight, AND I have to wear orange, yellow, red, or green. ....? I hardly own any of those colours. >.< Beth told me she owns all of them, but I can't borrow her shirts, because she's much larger than I am. I would drown in her clothes. So now I get to raid my closet and see if I have anything suitable. I'm sad, too, because I'm wearing my cute polka dot shirt that I haven't worn in maybe two years (yes, I said I have a cute polka dot shirt. Miracles happen!) and now have to change out of it.
Oh! That reminds me! Today was Book Character Day at school. I went as Hermione Granger, giving me a chance to wear my graduation robes (surprisingly useful, those things) and my cloak. Tomorrow is hat day. I told my kids they ALL have to wear a hat or I'm fining them five dollars. I like school spirit days, so they're going to like them, too! Or at the very least dress up for it. I'm already planning bribes for 5th grade spirit week (*cough*Miss Wright's Birthday Week *cough*) to make more of them participate.
I'm off to find something to eat. I hear food is good for me.
"Sadness is beautiful. Loneliness is tragical..." ~~BSB