I. We're surrounded by snow, hills of it and there are hundreds of people, I think it must be some sort of ski lodge but for sleds. Around every bend is a place to stop to relax in a hot tub or get a drink. Does this sort of place exist? I should be having a great time but we've gotten separated and that worries me. I spend my time carving the hills in panic, fearing something terrible has happened. I finally find you, with a bearded man I don't know hovering over our car, near the drivers side of the car and I yell at him because I know you can't stand it when people hover. I get closer and the two familiar but unrecognized faces with you don't even notice you're bleeding like a stuck pig. I run to you, I can see the color draining from your pupils and I grab your hands and squeeze. You tell me I am giving you your energy back, your life back. I slowly see the color seeping back into your eyes, the blue patch in your left eye first, then the hazel.
II. I hear a knock on the door. After wrestling with Rita to not run outside, I open the door and begin to step outside with two cigarettes, one for me and one for my neighbor Kelsey. The only time anyone usually knocks on out door and we're not expecting anyone it's Kelsey and she bums a smoke from me and we chat. She looks at me terrified and says "not this time" and pushes me inside my house, following me inside and locks the door. This is the first time she's been in my house even though I've lived literally ten footsteps away from her backdoor since she moved in 2 years ago. I look around quickly and nervously because she doesn't know I smoke and I've seen several times where a St. Bernard Parish cop car will stay the night at her place. She doesn't say anything and then out of nowhere a very angry man starts trying to get inside, threatening and frightening banging on the door and I hug her and promise to keep her safe.
III. I'm in a large arena or space, it's becoming fuzzier in my mind now even though this one just happened this morning. There are thousands of people and they are all being killed. I play dead and attempt to sneak past all of the lifeless bodies by crawling, once this faceless but familiar person clears the room, holding back terrified whimpers and tears. The only sound I can hear is my heartbeat and once outside the quiet is so strange, the world is empty and I am alone. I am afraid to move, I can't move, there is this terrible weight pressing on my chest. I wake up gasping and trembling.
Interpretations are welcome. I had to write these out as they've been swimming in my thoughts for days and I'd like them put of my head now, please.
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