when will the madness end?

[call_to_apathy]

i am sick of everyone fighting lately. i dunno i was just thinking about a year ago and how excited i was for the future and talking to pauline about how happy we were to all be friends and feel like we actually had it figured out. these would be my friends for life. do we ever really have it figured out? how often are we happy these days? i guess i am just worn out and offended by everything and everyone. maybe i should sink into the life of a recluse. georgie did it. pauline did it. maybe i will too. if it werent for lyndsey and gina being out here, i dont think i would still be here either. if they still lived in michigan i bet i would move back in a heartbeat. i need a time machine.

regretfully yours-angel