thus far...

Mar 21, 2006 13:43

this week is going to be a breeze, at least i hope, no more tests, no more stess, just straight chillin. seriously. i work today and thursday too but i get paid today! more money means a movie or concert or cds, things i dont purchase anymore because i used to spend my money on pot. i need to learn to manage my money more appropriatly. for example cigarettes, well the american spirits i smoke are seriously 7.90 now. fuck that, i dont know. i am going to buy a carton in indianna when i come home for easter break. i am so excited about that! me brett alix and nibs hitting the open road.

i saw the heart is decietful above all things, that movie seriously fucked me up. it was disturbing and sad and frustrating. i kept saying god i hate this movie yet its one of those films you cant stop watching because its horrible and scary. but i would still recommend it because it has michael pitt and jeremy cisto (or however u spell his name).

i had some talks with caroline this week about politics. needless to say it only solidfied my stance on well, life. i live in america and i am thankful i live in america and i am not going to fear the end of this nation because i live in the now and i do my best to get by. i enjoy my life too much to be bothered by our government. i dont like our government and i am liberal but i am a realist. i live here, now and tomorrow is a new day. i have always felt that to be able to have positive effect on others you must be happy with your own life, which i am. i couldnt be happier now so why should i worry? take my good friend pauline for example. pauline lived in the phillipines till she was like 8. she lived in deplorable conditions and america was her way out. this place represents a land of opportunity for so many and we dont know how fucking good we have it most the time. the world is fucked up place but in the words of the great anna nicole smith, "Quit your bitchin, and eat your pizza."

anyways i am going to lie down and read some HP6 now, i am already like 250 pages in and just started it. i love those damn books. wish i was a wizard. INCENDIO!!! its so cold here in my room. i freeze my arse off every night. oh well. back to nothingness.

ciao-angelica
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