1. Nicknames? Duckie, Duck, that one cheerleader dating that one guy. jk ( Read more... )

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I miss him.

I love him.

hm..

thats all.

and ouch. it hurts.

Merry Christmas eve and Christmas day.

JESS IS BACK!! YAY ( Read more... )

Photo shoot today and it was amazing. ally was great and my pics will hopefully turn out real well..and i posed for a guy who was also in my pic and i think mine turned out good too. there were a lot of good poses(( in mine and his)) im very happy and life is good. i mean im happy now..well back to being myself..im not so eh anymore..im getting ( Read more... )

Um..ive been very needy right now and very protective of everything because of what is happening and there is only one preson who has really made me kinda..eh..and idk i mean its not there fault its just for the reason im taking it as a threat when i just want nothing else to happen to me right now..so much and i dont want anything else to happen. ( Read more... )

So yes it has been like over a month..yes i get it. but now i decide to update bc well..im bored and im lonely. So im here at my computer thinking about life and how during the last time ive updated, a lot has happened. when i mean a lot..its a lot. so went to homecoming..had SOOO much fun. yes i went with brian and we got pics..eeee! yay. but ya. ( Read more... )

Ya...so last night i think i had a parinoia attack. i was flipping out. i couldnt go to bed. i was soo worried about brian i mean i havent talked to him since friday and i need to talk to him. not in a bad way not at all just to know that he is there i mean i miss him. so much. i mean i was bawling last night. i texted ally and i think she probably ( Read more... )

AHHH!!! IM FREAKIN OUT! well not really but ya i am. grr.. life is sooo stressful. school badmittin cheer homework everything AHH! o well. i guess its the life of. me? ya o well. ill update more once i have time.

GRR,
duckie

YAY! Hes back im soo happy i thought he wasnt going to be back till wed. then kelli is like sara look bf! im like EE! so i run up and give him thee biggest hug. and im like all smily and yayness. wow i miss him soooo much! and he missed me! its soo nice to see his face and smell how good he smells bc damn that boy smells soo good. he still has to ( Read more... )