cold ass Saturday:(
It's 37 right now but w/ the windchill, clouds and no sun, I bet it feels like 27...so yeah I didn't go to the Atwood Stewardship thing, nor am I going later to explore. All next week is suppose to be thunder and rain storms. I told my Mom about Atwood Center and she wants to go when it's nice, warm or hot outside. I'm hoping it's before May hehe. Next Stewardship event is the 11th of May( aka Mother's Day)... I did find out the Nicholas Conservatory's donation days are every 3rd Wed. of the month so I'm hoping to go a week or 2 from now and it will be nice to revisit the Rock River Recreation Path (RRRP) too.
Sometimes I watch certain things and it resembles me and you know who...right now I'm watching Urban Cowboy and Idk which of us is Sissy and which is Bud hehe..our situation is tough because it's not like we don't want each other, it's just she's not ready for the same stuff I am right now.....so Jess is probably moving to Elgin and she says we can hang out mid May and that...*Jess* hasn't texted me nor has she wrote back so that's that hehe..yeah, I want love but I'm not desperate and I know to not give my hopes up when it comes to new people. Just because I show optimism or excitement doesn't mean I'm attaching my star to their wagon,etc. I always am ready for if things don't work out nowadays, which sucks cuz that means putting my wall back up and being less vulnerable. Just sucks cuz lately I had it down....
Sometimes I watch certain things and it resembles me and you know who...right now I'm watching Urban Cowboy and Idk which of us is Sissy and which is Bud hehe..our situation is tough because it's not like we don't want each other, it's just she's not ready for the same stuff I am right now.....so Jess is probably moving to Elgin and she says we can hang out mid May and that...*Jess* hasn't texted me nor has she wrote back so that's that hehe..yeah, I want love but I'm not desperate and I know to not give my hopes up when it comes to new people. Just because I show optimism or excitement doesn't mean I'm attaching my star to their wagon,etc. I always am ready for if things don't work out nowadays, which sucks cuz that means putting my wall back up and being less vulnerable. Just sucks cuz lately I had it down....