Depressed Love (2/2)
Title: Depressed Love (2/2)
Rating: PG-15
Fandom/Pairing: Minho/ Taemin
Disclaimer: I do not own both the mv and SHINee
Summary: Taemin is suffering from depression while
Warnings: Depression related issues, with some real life experience.
During night time, Taemin finally get over with his heavy heart and decided to do something good. He used the time where Minho was busy preparing dinner to get his revision. It’s been a long time since he did math for revision and not for the sake of homework. He confidently flipped over the assessment books. He remembered the last time when he did maths, not a single question he couldn’t finish so he shouldn’t be facing any problem at all.
He studied the first question and already met his first difficulties. He stared at the question for about ten mintues. Leaving it blank, moving on to the next question with the thought that it’s hard. But yet again, he was stuck at a question.
These questions are so easy, why are you so stupid?
He scanned every question, looking for a question he knows how to answer… Even if he knows, he couldn’t get the answer right. He shook his head, thinking that he wasn’t clear in his mind.
Such simple task you can’t even do, what rights do you have to live?
But in his mind, he know that his mind was as clear as crystal. He was just stupid.
- = -
He quietly eats his dinner, which was obvious to Minho that something was wrong. Except for the dance, he can’t think of any other that will cause the little one to be moody. He reached out his hands to pat on the maknae’s forehead as an assurance that nothing will happen as he would be there for him
Do you think this kind of love can go on forever?
- = -
After dinner, both of them cuddled on the couch. Taemin laid back and leaned on his hyung’s chest, Minho wrapped his arms around his possessively. Like usual, it was an activity that they always do after dinner. Somehow, tonight was a little different.
The movie that was showing on television was about how a two people grew into a loving couple and how the loving couple went through so many difficulties to get married. Then the movie was over. Taemin doesn’t understand, why movies always stop at the part where they get married and lived happily ever after… That part where they lived together until death wasn’t included in it.
Was it because in the end they broke up? Or they didn’t live happily ever after?
“Don’t worry, we will forever be together.” Taemin doesn’t know why, he felt burden to hear this words. Can he really believe their love can go on forever or will it has a due date and love disappears?
No one can ever be loving forever, Taemin-shi
Minho hold on his chin and turned his head to look at him. His sincere pair of eyes was looking right through Taemin’s soul. He planted a kiss lightly on his forehead before hugging him tightly in his arms. It only makes Taemin wonder if it would last forever.
- = -
Since Minho had some errand to run today, he called Key to come over. Key was someone Minho can fully trust that would take good care of his Taemin. The moment Key arrived at the front door, Minho kissed his lover and bid goodbye. It was thoughtful of Minho to find someone to keep Taemin accompanied. Or else the time he spent alone can lead to dangerous thinking. When you are feeling bored, you would tend to keep yourself busy with thoughts and something thoughts can be scary.
“Aigooo, I miss you.”Key hugged his son before both of them settle down in the living room. With a goodnight rest, Taemin’s mood was a little better than yesterday so he was smiling.
“Key hyung, where’s Jonghyun hyung? Why didn’t he come with you?” The original smile that was on the diva’s face faded a little. Key held onto his son’s hand.
“We… Broke up.” Key broke the news to Taemin which left him stunned. Jonghyun and Key were the most loving couple that he had ever seen in his life. They were the perfect model of a loving couple. He couldn’t believe this happened and Key can be so calm when he said that.
“W-w-wh-why?” Taemin was a little agitated as their break up was like telling a kid that Santa doesn’t exist.
“It’s because… We understand each other so well that we should break up.” To Taemin, his statement is ironic. Shouldn’t it be because they don’t understand each other then they break up?
“Taemin-ah, you will understand someday… Don’t worry, Jonghyun and I are still friends. If you want to meet up with him and talk, you still can.” Someday was something that sounds scary to him. Someday was something that Taemin wished it won’t ever happen.
Minho understands you, right? That mean he would leave you one day like how Jonghyun left Key.
The voice was right, no matter how Taemin feels, he can never hid from Minho because Minho understand him. This added on to his fear of losing Minho. He doesn’t know how to live on without Minho. That helpless feeling without Minho to be there and help him.
How about consider stopping the time where you both are still deeply in love?
Deeply in love... Taemin thought… Are they deeply in love right now? Minho’s care and concern for him was still a lot…
Stop it when it’s still beautiful…
Beautiful… Yes… There love was beautiful right now. There’s no pain, sorrow or guilt in their love at all. In his memories, only blissful and happy emotions can be found.
“Taemin?” Key broke his trails of thoughts, pulling him back to the reality.
“Don’t worry… I’m fine.” He smiled to his umma, after tonight everything would be alright.
- = -
Tonight the scenery was extraordinary beautiful in Taemin’s eyes. Tonight was perfect.
“Taemin-ah, it’s quite late. Come and sleep.” His lips curled in a way that’s somehow creepy. Minho place aside his glasses and his book, switched off the table lamp and get ready for sleep but Taemin has something different in mind. He crawled towards the older male, who was still seated on the bed and leaning against his pillow.
His fingers pressed lightly against his chest, seated right on his lower abdomen. Taemin claimed that soft pair of lips with surprised, his tongues seek into the wet cavern and exchanging breaths along the way. One of his hands caressing on his inner thighs teasing around the younger boy’s half erected member. A soft moan escapes from his sinful pair of pink lips, pushing Minho deeper into insanity.
Taemin wrapped his arms around his hyung’s neck to deepen the kiss. Minho slipped the other hand under his shirt, pinching and circling, Taemin was enjoying those pleasuring touches the older male was giving. He sucked along his skin as he moved down to his neck. Taemin managed to recover his lost breath and stopped Minho from moving on.
“Hyung… Let me ride you today.” He whispered so seductively which was so much different from that shy Taemin from usual. Minho didn’t even cared, desire has already taken over his brain. Taemin undressed himself right in front of him, which cause Minho to gape in astonishment.
Although it wasn’t the first time seeing his lover naked right in front of his very eyes, he still blushed slightly at the erotic sight. Blood was rushing downwards as Taemin pulled his shirt away along caressing on his chocolate abs. He pulled his boxer down, allowing his swollen hard cock to be exposed in the cold air. He gave a short kiss on the tip of his penis before he position his hole above it.
“Taemin, you will get hurt this way.” No matter how much his cock was aching for attention, he still cared about his lover’s body. He doesn’t want his lover to get hurt as to maximize his pleasure. His hand gripped firmly on his hip to prevent him from moving on.
“It’s okay hyung, I like it rough.” He sat down and engulfed his whole member, earning a soft moan from the older male. He whimpered slightly at the sudden expansion of his hole. Minho kissed his cheek, feeling sorry for bringing so much to Taemin. The maknae gripped his shoulder as he prepared to move despite the executing pain he was feeling. He pushed himself up and down along the shaft, writhing in pain as he moved. Minho buckled his hip synchronize with Taemin. A wave of pleasure was sent throughout his body as Minho hit his prostate.
“Faster, hyung…” Both of them quicken their pace, hitting his prostate at every thrust. After a few thrusts, Taemin couldn’t hold back and cried his lover name as he cum all over Minho’s stomach. The wall of muscle contracts around his member and soon Minho exploded his seed in Taemin.
Both of them pants for air, Minho softly touched his lover’s cheeks. Sweats were trailing down both of their forehead. It’s been way too long since their last fuck.
“I love you, Taemin…” He leaned their forehead together.
“I love you too, hyung…” He whispered.
But it wasn’t over yet…
"We will forever be together now..." Taemin took the knife he hid at the drawer beside the bed. He stabbed right on Minho’s heart. Minho eyes went wide, couldn’t believe what his lover just did. Taemin pulled out the knife swiftly and stabbed right in his heart. His body falls onto of Minho, head lying on his chests he listened to his last heartbeats.
Taemin no longer have to worry if their love would ever change, because their love was stopped at the most beautiful moment.
It will forever be beautiful.
- = -
Sorry for the delay of Part 2!
Happy Belated Birthday! elfrulezforever
happyyoyo gave me this prompt :D
ALL THANKS TO HER~
And she helped me in the ending XDD
So the ending is like that...
Well, hope you get it ^^
Rating: PG-15
Fandom/Pairing: Minho/ Taemin
Disclaimer: I do not own both the mv and SHINee
Summary: Taemin is suffering from depression while
Warnings: Depression related issues, with some real life experience.
During night time, Taemin finally get over with his heavy heart and decided to do something good. He used the time where Minho was busy preparing dinner to get his revision. It’s been a long time since he did math for revision and not for the sake of homework. He confidently flipped over the assessment books. He remembered the last time when he did maths, not a single question he couldn’t finish so he shouldn’t be facing any problem at all.
He studied the first question and already met his first difficulties. He stared at the question for about ten mintues. Leaving it blank, moving on to the next question with the thought that it’s hard. But yet again, he was stuck at a question.
These questions are so easy, why are you so stupid?
He scanned every question, looking for a question he knows how to answer… Even if he knows, he couldn’t get the answer right. He shook his head, thinking that he wasn’t clear in his mind.
Such simple task you can’t even do, what rights do you have to live?
But in his mind, he know that his mind was as clear as crystal. He was just stupid.
- = -
He quietly eats his dinner, which was obvious to Minho that something was wrong. Except for the dance, he can’t think of any other that will cause the little one to be moody. He reached out his hands to pat on the maknae’s forehead as an assurance that nothing will happen as he would be there for him
Do you think this kind of love can go on forever?
- = -
After dinner, both of them cuddled on the couch. Taemin laid back and leaned on his hyung’s chest, Minho wrapped his arms around his possessively. Like usual, it was an activity that they always do after dinner. Somehow, tonight was a little different.
The movie that was showing on television was about how a two people grew into a loving couple and how the loving couple went through so many difficulties to get married. Then the movie was over. Taemin doesn’t understand, why movies always stop at the part where they get married and lived happily ever after… That part where they lived together until death wasn’t included in it.
Was it because in the end they broke up? Or they didn’t live happily ever after?
“Don’t worry, we will forever be together.” Taemin doesn’t know why, he felt burden to hear this words. Can he really believe their love can go on forever or will it has a due date and love disappears?
No one can ever be loving forever, Taemin-shi
Minho hold on his chin and turned his head to look at him. His sincere pair of eyes was looking right through Taemin’s soul. He planted a kiss lightly on his forehead before hugging him tightly in his arms. It only makes Taemin wonder if it would last forever.
- = -
Since Minho had some errand to run today, he called Key to come over. Key was someone Minho can fully trust that would take good care of his Taemin. The moment Key arrived at the front door, Minho kissed his lover and bid goodbye. It was thoughtful of Minho to find someone to keep Taemin accompanied. Or else the time he spent alone can lead to dangerous thinking. When you are feeling bored, you would tend to keep yourself busy with thoughts and something thoughts can be scary.
“Aigooo, I miss you.”Key hugged his son before both of them settle down in the living room. With a goodnight rest, Taemin’s mood was a little better than yesterday so he was smiling.
“Key hyung, where’s Jonghyun hyung? Why didn’t he come with you?” The original smile that was on the diva’s face faded a little. Key held onto his son’s hand.
“We… Broke up.” Key broke the news to Taemin which left him stunned. Jonghyun and Key were the most loving couple that he had ever seen in his life. They were the perfect model of a loving couple. He couldn’t believe this happened and Key can be so calm when he said that.
“W-w-wh-why?” Taemin was a little agitated as their break up was like telling a kid that Santa doesn’t exist.
“It’s because… We understand each other so well that we should break up.” To Taemin, his statement is ironic. Shouldn’t it be because they don’t understand each other then they break up?
“Taemin-ah, you will understand someday… Don’t worry, Jonghyun and I are still friends. If you want to meet up with him and talk, you still can.” Someday was something that sounds scary to him. Someday was something that Taemin wished it won’t ever happen.
Minho understands you, right? That mean he would leave you one day like how Jonghyun left Key.
The voice was right, no matter how Taemin feels, he can never hid from Minho because Minho understand him. This added on to his fear of losing Minho. He doesn’t know how to live on without Minho. That helpless feeling without Minho to be there and help him.
How about consider stopping the time where you both are still deeply in love?
Deeply in love... Taemin thought… Are they deeply in love right now? Minho’s care and concern for him was still a lot…
Stop it when it’s still beautiful…
Beautiful… Yes… There love was beautiful right now. There’s no pain, sorrow or guilt in their love at all. In his memories, only blissful and happy emotions can be found.
“Taemin?” Key broke his trails of thoughts, pulling him back to the reality.
“Don’t worry… I’m fine.” He smiled to his umma, after tonight everything would be alright.
- = -
Tonight the scenery was extraordinary beautiful in Taemin’s eyes. Tonight was perfect.
“Taemin-ah, it’s quite late. Come and sleep.” His lips curled in a way that’s somehow creepy. Minho place aside his glasses and his book, switched off the table lamp and get ready for sleep but Taemin has something different in mind. He crawled towards the older male, who was still seated on the bed and leaning against his pillow.
His fingers pressed lightly against his chest, seated right on his lower abdomen. Taemin claimed that soft pair of lips with surprised, his tongues seek into the wet cavern and exchanging breaths along the way. One of his hands caressing on his inner thighs teasing around the younger boy’s half erected member. A soft moan escapes from his sinful pair of pink lips, pushing Minho deeper into insanity.
Taemin wrapped his arms around his hyung’s neck to deepen the kiss. Minho slipped the other hand under his shirt, pinching and circling, Taemin was enjoying those pleasuring touches the older male was giving. He sucked along his skin as he moved down to his neck. Taemin managed to recover his lost breath and stopped Minho from moving on.
“Hyung… Let me ride you today.” He whispered so seductively which was so much different from that shy Taemin from usual. Minho didn’t even cared, desire has already taken over his brain. Taemin undressed himself right in front of him, which cause Minho to gape in astonishment.
Although it wasn’t the first time seeing his lover naked right in front of his very eyes, he still blushed slightly at the erotic sight. Blood was rushing downwards as Taemin pulled his shirt away along caressing on his chocolate abs. He pulled his boxer down, allowing his swollen hard cock to be exposed in the cold air. He gave a short kiss on the tip of his penis before he position his hole above it.
“Taemin, you will get hurt this way.” No matter how much his cock was aching for attention, he still cared about his lover’s body. He doesn’t want his lover to get hurt as to maximize his pleasure. His hand gripped firmly on his hip to prevent him from moving on.
“It’s okay hyung, I like it rough.” He sat down and engulfed his whole member, earning a soft moan from the older male. He whimpered slightly at the sudden expansion of his hole. Minho kissed his cheek, feeling sorry for bringing so much to Taemin. The maknae gripped his shoulder as he prepared to move despite the executing pain he was feeling. He pushed himself up and down along the shaft, writhing in pain as he moved. Minho buckled his hip synchronize with Taemin. A wave of pleasure was sent throughout his body as Minho hit his prostate.
“Faster, hyung…” Both of them quicken their pace, hitting his prostate at every thrust. After a few thrusts, Taemin couldn’t hold back and cried his lover name as he cum all over Minho’s stomach. The wall of muscle contracts around his member and soon Minho exploded his seed in Taemin.
Both of them pants for air, Minho softly touched his lover’s cheeks. Sweats were trailing down both of their forehead. It’s been way too long since their last fuck.
“I love you, Taemin…” He leaned their forehead together.
“I love you too, hyung…” He whispered.
But it wasn’t over yet…
"We will forever be together now..." Taemin took the knife he hid at the drawer beside the bed. He stabbed right on Minho’s heart. Minho eyes went wide, couldn’t believe what his lover just did. Taemin pulled out the knife swiftly and stabbed right in his heart. His body falls onto of Minho, head lying on his chests he listened to his last heartbeats.
Taemin no longer have to worry if their love would ever change, because their love was stopped at the most beautiful moment.
It will forever be beautiful.
- = -
Sorry for the delay of Part 2!
Happy Belated Birthday! elfrulezforever
happyyoyo gave me this prompt :D
ALL THANKS TO HER~
And she helped me in the ending XDD
So the ending is like that...
Well, hope you get it ^^