I Was Hoping This Was Still Good....
Wow, I apparently never get the picture when the month FLIES by me like a sports car....
Hey guys!
So I took another little break from the internet for a good bit. I dunno, sometimes I get overwhelmed, but then I miss it like crazy, and THEN I just never have time, and it's just insane. Crazy, but that is just how it flows sometimes.
I was trying to get tickets to the race in Talladega this weekend, but that definitely did not work out. Some things came up, and then I realized that my initiation into my co-ed sorority (long story) left me having to cancel on everything. Definitely wasn't happy, but in the end, it all pays off. I WILL one day get to a restrictor-place race. It's a goal.
There isn't much going on. Mark and I kinda broached the subject of relationships for the first time since the split, and it wasn't a crash-and-burn scenario. But, I think college -- and me being in it -- had a huge contributing factor in it. Not everything, per-se, but it was a factor. And then you add to that the fact that we're at two separate points right now, and it kinda made it hard. Still never saying never, but at this point, being best friends is better than anything I could ever ask for, and that's our focus for now. We kinda talked everything through, like, everything, and that's when we kinda saw some stuff that, maybe, we didn't see or didn't want to see. And it makes sense, and I'm cool with it... I really am.
School's almost over! I've got a week before Finals, which ROCKS out loud. I'm DONE with school, have been done, and just want to go home to MY BED in MY HOUSE and just SLEEP forever. It's my last summer at home before Dad moves out to California permanently, with him getting married relatively early in 2010.
..... Did I tell y'all about that??
Oops.
OK, so to QUICKLY bring you up to speed, basically in January Dad proposed to his girlfriend, who I LOVE to death and back, and I was excited. I mean, you have NO idea how excited I was. Like, I don't think I've ever screamed into the phone with him on the other side. [ROFL] But the plans are for the wedding to happen sometime "after the baseball season ends" according to my future stepmom. That's about all they're revealing to me at this point. I don't know the details of everything yet, but I DO know it'll be IN California, which means that I'll end up flying out there, because.....
Dad's renting out our house here, and is packing EVERYTHING and moving back to California. [sad face] And I'm staying here to go to school. I'm REALLY happy about that last part, because it puts me, truly, on my own for the very first time in my life. And, while it scares me some, I think I'm ready to make that next step. I mean, I AM turning 21 in about 7 months (whoo!!) and I think I'm ready to separate from him. It'll be better, I think.
But yeah, it's my last summer at home before the big move, so I just want to make the most of it. I'll probably still end up going back and visiting friends, but it'll be much harder. There's a lot happening this summer -- hopefully a new car is one of them -- but I just want to make my last summer at the home I lived in for 9 years memorable, in a way.
And with that, I've gotta go buy flowers.
You'll see me next week, more than likely. I just see it happening.
I'll talk to you all later!!
- Justin
[CaliforniaKid07]
[Oh! cuddlykindalove gets props today, simply because he's my secret lover. :D ]
Hey guys!
So I took another little break from the internet for a good bit. I dunno, sometimes I get overwhelmed, but then I miss it like crazy, and THEN I just never have time, and it's just insane. Crazy, but that is just how it flows sometimes.
I was trying to get tickets to the race in Talladega this weekend, but that definitely did not work out. Some things came up, and then I realized that my initiation into my co-ed sorority (long story) left me having to cancel on everything. Definitely wasn't happy, but in the end, it all pays off. I WILL one day get to a restrictor-place race. It's a goal.
There isn't much going on. Mark and I kinda broached the subject of relationships for the first time since the split, and it wasn't a crash-and-burn scenario. But, I think college -- and me being in it -- had a huge contributing factor in it. Not everything, per-se, but it was a factor. And then you add to that the fact that we're at two separate points right now, and it kinda made it hard. Still never saying never, but at this point, being best friends is better than anything I could ever ask for, and that's our focus for now. We kinda talked everything through, like, everything, and that's when we kinda saw some stuff that, maybe, we didn't see or didn't want to see. And it makes sense, and I'm cool with it... I really am.
School's almost over! I've got a week before Finals, which ROCKS out loud. I'm DONE with school, have been done, and just want to go home to MY BED in MY HOUSE and just SLEEP forever. It's my last summer at home before Dad moves out to California permanently, with him getting married relatively early in 2010.
..... Did I tell y'all about that??
Oops.
OK, so to QUICKLY bring you up to speed, basically in January Dad proposed to his girlfriend, who I LOVE to death and back, and I was excited. I mean, you have NO idea how excited I was. Like, I don't think I've ever screamed into the phone with him on the other side. [ROFL] But the plans are for the wedding to happen sometime "after the baseball season ends" according to my future stepmom. That's about all they're revealing to me at this point. I don't know the details of everything yet, but I DO know it'll be IN California, which means that I'll end up flying out there, because.....
Dad's renting out our house here, and is packing EVERYTHING and moving back to California. [sad face] And I'm staying here to go to school. I'm REALLY happy about that last part, because it puts me, truly, on my own for the very first time in my life. And, while it scares me some, I think I'm ready to make that next step. I mean, I AM turning 21 in about 7 months (whoo!!) and I think I'm ready to separate from him. It'll be better, I think.
But yeah, it's my last summer at home before the big move, so I just want to make the most of it. I'll probably still end up going back and visiting friends, but it'll be much harder. There's a lot happening this summer -- hopefully a new car is one of them -- but I just want to make my last summer at the home I lived in for 9 years memorable, in a way.
And with that, I've gotta go buy flowers.
You'll see me next week, more than likely. I just see it happening.
I'll talk to you all later!!
- Justin
[CaliforniaKid07]
[Oh! cuddlykindalove gets props today, simply because he's my secret lover. :D ]