ever wonder if it's all for you?
mini update:
tuesday i sat around and stuff. hung out with grandparents. went to this Christmas Spectacular play thing. it was interesting.
yesterday i went to my grandma's house to see my uncle. i woke up at 1:30pm.
today i woke up at six-something. went to Scott's printing business.... did some work from 8-5:30. got paid =) went to Kim's bday party at Habana Restaraunt. came home. now i'm sitting around. yippee.
i feel like complete shit right now. my brother is being... aslfkjalskdjflakjdf. it's so ridiculous that it affects me like this... but i feel TERRIBLE. GSLKDJFLKSJDF. i hate thisssssss. i just want to be happy again and back to me. but jeremy is making this reallllllllllly hard. GSLK. i dunno. i don't know what to doooooooooooooooo. and i'm SO tired of feeling like this. i just want to be HAPPY. that's all i want. EVER. i don't need christmas presents or money or anything. just... to be happy. *sigh* i don't want to give up.. but this is hard. i'm trying to keep it up and ignore everything that's bothering me. but it's not working like it used to...
merry christmas?
♥
tuesday i sat around and stuff. hung out with grandparents. went to this Christmas Spectacular play thing. it was interesting.
yesterday i went to my grandma's house to see my uncle. i woke up at 1:30pm.
today i woke up at six-something. went to Scott's printing business.... did some work from 8-5:30. got paid =) went to Kim's bday party at Habana Restaraunt. came home. now i'm sitting around. yippee.
i feel like complete shit right now. my brother is being... aslfkjalskdjflakjdf. it's so ridiculous that it affects me like this... but i feel TERRIBLE. GSLKDJFLKSJDF. i hate thisssssss. i just want to be happy again and back to me. but jeremy is making this reallllllllllly hard. GSLK. i dunno. i don't know what to doooooooooooooooo. and i'm SO tired of feeling like this. i just want to be HAPPY. that's all i want. EVER. i don't need christmas presents or money or anything. just... to be happy. *sigh* i don't want to give up.. but this is hard. i'm trying to keep it up and ignore everything that's bothering me. but it's not working like it used to...
merry christmas?
♥