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[cali_girlie]

i feel totally alone and so depressed. Everyone i know is getting married, got married, and had kids. It's like I have this big hole in my heart and I don't feel completely whole. Something is missing. I am only 19 but i feel so old. And I don't have anything to show for my life. oooo... i moved to california. BFD! I have no job and a boyfriend

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[hazelnut9779]

Girl I so understand what you are going through... how's standing in the next room where a bunch of your friends are bawling your eyes out and no one even knows... feels great

[cali_girlie]

been there, done that...you know how we used to call our friends in high school when we were down or something? we had that support...and now i don't have shit. everyone has their own lives and they forget old friends...what is nicole autrey doing if you have seen her?

[hazelnut9779]

well she and Matthew just got engaged about a month ago now... they are planning on next June ... she is going ot VSU for Deaf Education and working at Graylink wireless! She is good!