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If there has ever been a day of atrocious luck I believe I have had it. I spilled coffee all over the kitchen. I didn't get any nap in even though I stayed up all night due to the decadron shot they gave me yesterday. I took a walk to the post office on the way to the library and discovered I had forgotten my library card, then I got charged extra to mail my letter, then I dropped my brand new cd player and broke the lid. Then today at the library a bunch of my pages printed extra pages with nothing on them and I got charged for them too. I think the librarian was gracious with me because I told her about the day I had.
I also found out they aren't going to let me use my transitional pay to pay for my class ring, which is alright in a way because the money would have been deducted from my paychecks to replenish my transitional pay.
The medicine they gave me is starting to work. I feel less drainage and my throat isn't sore today. After having a sore throat for a week straight it's a relief. I have more energy and my nose isn't as stuffy. Though I don't want to I think I will be ready to go back to school on Thursday.
I talked to Steph last night. I worry about her. I think she is handling Aaron's death in the best way she knows how, but she told me she spends a lot of time doing mind numbing activities because thinking too much causes her to lose focus and makes her angry. She also tries to memorize scripture but it makes her angry too. Man, I wish this had never happened. I feel guilty because I was so jealous of her and Aaron and I didn't like him at first. I didn't get to know him as well as I should've and now I will never get that chance. But I have decided to be there for Steph in the best way I know how, which is calling her and letting her know I am praying for her and that I love her. We had a good conversation talking about school, work and life. I had to stop talking early because my throat was hurting.
Time for my thankful list:
I am thankful that my mom lets me drive her car
I am thankful that my mom got home safe from her class
I am thankful that Steph and I got to talk last night
I am thankful that I still have three dollars left
I am thankful that my medicine is starting to work
I am thankful that I'm trade complete
I am thankful that it's sunny but not extremely hot
I am thankful that my mom said she will buy me another CD player
I am thankful for the hot shower I had earlier
I am thankful for the smell of coffee
I am thankful for nachos
I am thankful that my willow game let me save my progress for fighting Kale, the boss before Bavmorda
I am thankful that I haven't lost a spouse
I am thankful that I am more mature than I was two years ago
I also found out they aren't going to let me use my transitional pay to pay for my class ring, which is alright in a way because the money would have been deducted from my paychecks to replenish my transitional pay.
The medicine they gave me is starting to work. I feel less drainage and my throat isn't sore today. After having a sore throat for a week straight it's a relief. I have more energy and my nose isn't as stuffy. Though I don't want to I think I will be ready to go back to school on Thursday.
I talked to Steph last night. I worry about her. I think she is handling Aaron's death in the best way she knows how, but she told me she spends a lot of time doing mind numbing activities because thinking too much causes her to lose focus and makes her angry. She also tries to memorize scripture but it makes her angry too. Man, I wish this had never happened. I feel guilty because I was so jealous of her and Aaron and I didn't like him at first. I didn't get to know him as well as I should've and now I will never get that chance. But I have decided to be there for Steph in the best way I know how, which is calling her and letting her know I am praying for her and that I love her. We had a good conversation talking about school, work and life. I had to stop talking early because my throat was hurting.
Time for my thankful list:
I am thankful that my mom lets me drive her car
I am thankful that my mom got home safe from her class
I am thankful that Steph and I got to talk last night
I am thankful that I still have three dollars left
I am thankful that my medicine is starting to work
I am thankful that I'm trade complete
I am thankful that it's sunny but not extremely hot
I am thankful that my mom said she will buy me another CD player
I am thankful for the hot shower I had earlier
I am thankful for the smell of coffee
I am thankful for nachos
I am thankful that my willow game let me save my progress for fighting Kale, the boss before Bavmorda
I am thankful that I haven't lost a spouse
I am thankful that I am more mature than I was two years ago