So. I can’t sense him anymore. At all. It’s like he just disappeared. Not a whiff of him anywhere.

Y’know, around him was the only time I let myself go. I’d indulge. Pretend that everything was like it used to be, in Spira. I would daydream a lot. Imagine that things could be different. Act as if he hadn’t-

Living on hope really, really sucks. S’ ( Read more... )

It's getting warmer outside, right? And a lot of my machina needs to be cleaned because it's all grease-covered and stuff. Not that I mind engine oil, believe me - I like being a dirty girl. It's just that I don't like waking up in the middle of the night, going down to my garage to rearrange my wrenches, and slipping on the floor. I mean, I have ( Read more... )

... They're both there. Spira. Our Spira. My Spira. He doesn't... he doesn't even belong there! And he... what? Gets to stay there now? Because they repented. They did, but I can't. She's always been good at that sort of thing, but Shiva. I never thought he'd get out before me. Then again, haven't I said that if I was going home, I'd be there ( Read more... )

I've got a date tonight~

The garage will be locked up for the night, and possibly part of tomorrow. ♥

... That coward. Oh wait, s'right. We're both cowards. Kud ed huf. Leaving without a word, just a vilgehk note. Then-- then saying all those things. Ev drao'na dnia--

Oh, Shiva. He hid it from me. Lied to me. But he didn't-- No, s'not true. Lyh'd pa dnia. Even if it'd just mean-- Because if it's true then--

Then what? Not as if it matters anymore. ( Read more... )

... Well. Thanks for letting me crash at your place, Claire. Might be there again tonight. Depends on how mad I get when I see certain people.

Right. ♥

E's kaddehk duu umt vun drec. ... cred, E cuiht mega Cid.

(OOC; Strikes private & unhackable to Claire only. And anybody living with her, I suppose~)

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(Loud metal-on-metal as she bangs tools around her workbench, not caring what goes where. Muttered cursing, and then she suddenly bursts out, obviously frustrated and hurt.)

This is getting so damn old. I don't even know what I did! Talked to his mujan? So do other people! It's not like I'm going to go after him, or anything. He ( Read more... )

You know what I could really go for right now?

Cactus pears.

Vaam ib du y rihd?

Want some, Naminé? You liked 'em last time, yea?

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And before I forget...

I had nothing to do with the plate turning red last night. I didn't light any fires, I didn't cause any explosions, I didn't catapult paint into the air... yea, you get the idea.

Ball, ball, ball. ♥

Fuhtan ev E luimt luhjehla-- hyr, bnupypmo hud.

... hm.

... Cred, so lracd rindc.

I'm... gonna hang out up here for a bit, alright? Until things calm down, or whatever.

Oh, yea.

If anybody tries to kill either Gippal or Baralai, you'll have to deal with me.

Right. So, anyway. I'm back now, and ready to accept all your tears of adoration and declarations of undying love~

Thanks. For taking care of me. I' ( Read more... )