Worst Valentine's Day Ever
So I can't go to work Wednesday or Thursday and possibly not even Friday because I have the flu. My throat hurts like hell when I swallow and my nose is stuffy as all hell. Doc says I'm dehydrated too. Great. So despite the fact that I've got the flu, I spent all Monday night baking a heart shaped cake for Jeremiah for Valentine's day (with homemade frosting too) even though I was shivering so bad. I'm sure I looked pretty funny with a big knitted blanket wrapped around me as I baked. Since I couldn't go to work today, I spent my day finishing up the other gift I made for him for Valentine's Day.
So later that night Jeremiah says he's not coming over. "You're too sick and I'm too tired. Valentine's Day is just another day. Besides we normally don't see each other on Wednesdays anyway" No it's not! Just because it doesn't mean anything to HIM doesn't mean it's the same way for me. He needs to be considerate of MY feelings. He was getting all pissed off at me because he thinks his belief is the right one. Then he just signed offline without even saying good bye. Gee, happy love day to you too. I worked so hard to get everything done by that evening and he didn't even care. Do you have any idea how bad i want to take that cake and everything else and dump them in the trash??? My work was for nothing. Well la dee freekin da. Ugh. All I wanted to do is spend time with him! You know, it's easier to be alone on Valentine's Day when you don't have anyone to spend it with. This is the second time I've been in a relationship and didn't do anything for it. At least this time I HEARD from my boyfriend, not like the last time. I'm just sick and tired of being ALONE on Valentine's Day when everyone else in a relationship is doing something special together or at least spending time with one another. It's depressing.
Then now to top it off, I wake up at 2:30 in the morning and my eye is gooped shut. Yep, you guessed it. On top of the flu and a shitty ass Valentine's Day I have pink eye. In both eyes might I add. FUCK this isn't fair. All I want is to be healthy and to share Valentine's Day with someone I love.