am i so messed up...
...that losers see me and think "wow, she's attainable." I am a teacher. I am a pretend rockstar. I am down to earth. I am relatively self sufficient. I am relatively attractive.
And yet it seems that I attract losers. I'm curious as to why that is. I know it sounds mad conceited, but I don't think it is. To think that I deserve better than a loser druggie with no job and no place to live. I want to say, "get your shit together, then we'll talk."
What worries me more is that, at the same time, I find myself liking the sound of "I need someone like you in my life."
I think the problem is me. I think I set myself up for failure because I have a low opinion of what I deserve.
Side note: it bothers me that he is happy, while I am lonely and miserable.
And yet it seems that I attract losers. I'm curious as to why that is. I know it sounds mad conceited, but I don't think it is. To think that I deserve better than a loser druggie with no job and no place to live. I want to say, "get your shit together, then we'll talk."
What worries me more is that, at the same time, I find myself liking the sound of "I need someone like you in my life."
I think the problem is me. I think I set myself up for failure because I have a low opinion of what I deserve.
Side note: it bothers me that he is happy, while I am lonely and miserable.