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this is weirdly odd, and strange. alex i think has asked me to wait for him.
i dont know how to respond, or if i want to.
i mean, it seemed so easy at first.
we get along, we fight but in a playful way, and we learn about each other.
we have a lot in common, and there's chemistry.
is that it? is that all?
ive been praying, but not reading.
maybe im missing something.
or maybe this is right, because it is delayed gratification.
i wont have the pleasure of being with him. not for at least a year.
and even after that, who knows?
i dont know what to do.
God, im searching, and wondering, and im unsure.
please guide me.
i dont know how to respond, or if i want to.
i mean, it seemed so easy at first.
we get along, we fight but in a playful way, and we learn about each other.
we have a lot in common, and there's chemistry.
is that it? is that all?
ive been praying, but not reading.
maybe im missing something.
or maybe this is right, because it is delayed gratification.
i wont have the pleasure of being with him. not for at least a year.
and even after that, who knows?
i dont know what to do.
God, im searching, and wondering, and im unsure.
please guide me.