this post it about australia.
do not read this if you don't want to hear about australia-things.
so this girl that i had a class with freshman year IMed me today, very randomly. but apparently she just got back from aussie and is more than willing to answer questions for me. i told her i was pretty okay with things right now, but i asked her about how much money she spent. "oh, i got by with about $5000."
well, if i weren't already scared out of my mind, worried beyond belief, already regretting going, not sure i should go anymore, and plagued by specific and nonspecific insecurities and problems, i'm ten times more now.
however, to calm myself, i have talked to four people who have gone to aussie, and the figures they've given me have been much much less. and if i remember correctly, this girl was rather well off.
at 5pm i'm going to a group meeting, and meeting everyone who is going with me.
i think i'm just going to stay in bed for the rest of my life.
so this girl that i had a class with freshman year IMed me today, very randomly. but apparently she just got back from aussie and is more than willing to answer questions for me. i told her i was pretty okay with things right now, but i asked her about how much money she spent. "oh, i got by with about $5000."
well, if i weren't already scared out of my mind, worried beyond belief, already regretting going, not sure i should go anymore, and plagued by specific and nonspecific insecurities and problems, i'm ten times more now.
however, to calm myself, i have talked to four people who have gone to aussie, and the figures they've given me have been much much less. and if i remember correctly, this girl was rather well off.
at 5pm i'm going to a group meeting, and meeting everyone who is going with me.
i think i'm just going to stay in bed for the rest of my life.