heartbroken...but i guess things happen for a reason...
you have hurt me more than i thought ever possible. you are such an asshole and that breaks my heart because you put on this fake for everyone and i just wish that you werent so insecure that you had to do that. i am so angry but relieved at the same time. you are a poor excuse for a person and you do not even deserve this time that i am spending on this but frankly i dont give a shit. you have hurt me and i want to vent so that i dont have to hold this in anymore. there is one thing that i wish could have happened differently, that i never would have met you. i would be such a happier person if it werent for you and i am so sorry that i wasted your precious time. if you would have had the balls to say something to my face a long time ago instead of feeding me bullshit lies then maybe this wouldnt be so bad...but you know i am going to try not to care anymore...we will see how that goes. so far it hasnt worked so well. oh and you are not sorry at all so i dont even know why you put that on there...more lies? thats what this whole "friendship" if you call it that was based on wasnt it? you dont have to apologize because i know you dont mean it at all...i dont care that you think that life is rough right now...i would have thought that since life is such a bitch to you that you would not put someone else throught that...wrong again. YOU DONT CARE and i dont think you ever did. but thank you for letting me believe that you did....IT JUST MADE IT HURT MORE IN THE END. i will enjoy my life because you wont be putting me through any more of this hell and i hope that wherever life takes you, you dont take any of it for granted. thank you for the worst night of my life and by the way i wont ever call you again...you dont deserve a second more of my time so you dont have to worry about that you jackass.