finally home...good thing i thought...
home sweet home...i am finally here and i am so glad to finally be here. but a little disappointed...but that happens. its all good...people move on to bigger and better things right? oh well...some times i feel like friendships are based on lies...well maybe not lies, but false hopes i guess would be the better term. i guess it is just different than i thought it was. oh well. ill get over it again. the second time in less than a month that that has happened. i figured that after graduation i would not see 95% of the people that i graduated with but the few that i was so close to i thought would be there forever and it meant so much, but i am already feeling that changing and feeling the unwantedness...but thats ok...i am strong and i can get over this on my own. people change when they get to college...i just didnt think that it would be that much...once again oh well. i miss you and i dont think that you feel the same way...i thought that this was going to be a permanent thing...guess not. not my problem to worry about. im going to go try to sleep and not have my mind race too much...we'll see how that goes. oh the memories.....they were good while they lasted, right?