Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five Part Seven Part Eight Part Nine Part Ten Part Eleven A few weeks later they’re finally back from China, and Kyuhyun is happy to be home, because he’s missed nagging Leeteuk-umma and giggly Sungmin and bruising Kangin-appa and let’s drink to Starcraft, Kyuhyun-ah! Heechul and guess what Junsu told me today, Kyuhyunnie? Eunhyuk and quiet Yesung (this isn’t a lie this time). The problem is that the Game has gone on for much longer than he’d thought it would and he’s still not finished. He thinks. This is a problem, because it means he has Ryeowook left, and Ryeowook seems to have vanished.
Kyuhyun heads out of his room and into the sitting room. A vacuum cleaner is going somewhere else in the house. He collapses into an armchair.
“No! Don’t sit there! I’m hoovering!” Ryeowook exclaims, having appeared from absolutely nowhere.
Kyuhyun jumps up as if the seat burns. “Where am I supposed to go?” he asks pitifully. “I wanted to play a game.”
“If you walk around I’ll hoover the space in front of the TV and then you can sit there,” Ryeowook tells him. Kyuhyun nods obediently and waits until he can play.
He’s sitting when he thinks of something, and he blurts it out because he doesn’t always think before he speaks these days.
“Hyung? Do you ever get tired of being good?” It’s a strange question, but he wonders, because Ryeowook is always so angelic all the time.
Ryeowook laughs. “What kind of a question is that?”
“Seriously?” Kyuhyun raises an eyebrow.
“Do you ever get tired of being impudent?” Ryeowook counters, mirth in his voice.
“I can’t help it,” Kyuhyun laughs in response.
“Why do you want to know?” Ryeowook asks, turning the vacuum cleaner off.
Kyuhyun shrugs. “I just wanted to know...if you’ve ever wanted to be bad?”
Ryeowook smirks, and that’s strange, because he’s Ryeowook and he shouldn’t know how to smirk; that’s Kyuhyun’s forte. “Oh yeah,” he says, “and I know what I’d do if I was bad.”
Kyuhyun bites his lip, because he wasn’t expecting this at all. “What...what would you do?” he asks, trying to stop the trembling from becoming obvious in his voice, because he isn’t scared of Ryeowook, not really, because Ryeowook isn’t threatening at all...
But then he thinks that if he can be cute, Ryeowook probably can be threatening, and scary, and it is likely that he learnt it from Kyuhyun (and Heechul, Kyuhyun adds as an afterthought).
“Why do you want to know?” Ryeowook asks as he wraps up the cord of the hoover.
Kyuhyun shrugs. “I just wondered.”
“Well,” Ryeowook says, “I don’t really know what I’d do, but I’d do it to Henli, because he’s the smallest and youngest and it would cause the most damage.”
Kyuhyun thinks this is the evillest thing he has ever heard Ryeowook say-even if Henry is more experienced and less innocent than they think-, but it’s incredibly hot, in a weird way, and against his better nature, he shoots out, “Can you show me?”
Ryeowook spins around so fast that he nearly falls over. “What?!” he asks.
“I just...wondered...” He shrugs. “I wanted to give you a chance to be bad?” he offers, because he really doesn’t know why he asked, except that Evil-Wookie is a hell of a turn-on, and he’d thought this was going to be hard.
There seems to be a switch then, and cute and innocent Ryeowook just vanishes, replaced by...by someone else. Evil-Wookie, Kyuhyun supposes. The older boy gives Kyuhyun a once-over, and then gives him a smile which wouldn’t look out of place in a mental asylum, and Kyuhyun regrets his decision before they’ve even begun. “You’ll do,” Evil-Wookie says, and drags Kyuhyun painfully by the wrist to his and Yesung’s bedroom. Super Junior H are out doing a show so they won’t be interrupted by their three other dormmates.
Ryeowook locks the door behind them and shoves Kyuhyun onto his bed. Kyuhyun is intimidated as anything by this turn of events and wishes he’d known just how scary Ryeowook could be before he’d begun, because, by his word, Ryeowook has done this before. He wishes he’d known.
Kyuhyun is taller and probably stronger than Ryeowook is, but fear stops him from attempting to overpower the other boy. He lets Ryeowook string him against the headboard with the tie from his dressing gown and gag and blindfold him with a couple of ties. Panic raises in his chest. What is Wookie going to do to him? He’s too young for this. He should never have started this.
He knows it’s his own fault, because he offered himself. He started the conversation.
Ryeowook tugs his shirt open so fast that Kyuhyun hears a couple of the buttons fly off, and he only has a moment to mourn the loss of them before Ryeowook undoes his trousers, tugs them off with his boxers impatiently, and grips hard, harder than he should, and it’s not like it was with Sungmin at all.
The whole event, including when it becomes increasingly apparent that Ryeowook tops (not that Kyuhyun is at all surprised), is incredibly painful and traumatising (even more so because he can’t see what’s coming next) and Kyuhyun wishes he was anywhere else but there. It isn’t like with Zhou Mi. Ryeowook doesn’t try and make it hurt less, but then again, he’s being bad, so he probably doesn’t care. He doesn’t care that Kyuhyun is crying and that he’s bleeding and that this is the most painful thing Kyuhyun has ever experienced apart from the car accident.
When Kyuhyun thinks it can’t possibly get any worse, over an hour later of utter pain, Ryeowook rips his arms from the bedpost, almost pulling them from their sockets, drags him, naked but for his open shirt, across the floor by his hands, unlocks the door, drags him along the corridor to his own room, throws him in with his clothes (not that he can put them on; his hands are still tied and he’s still blindfolded), and locks the door with a key he somehow acquired. Kyuhyun genuinely doesn’t know how Evil-Wookie found that key. He’s not sure he wants to know.
He waits until he hears retreating footsteps before scrambling to his bed (he knows where it is by feel), hiding under the covers and bursting into tears, because he does not deserve to be treated like this, even if it was for the Game, and it’s all his fault, and Wookie’s now evil and this does not make any sense at all.
When Sungmin comes in three hours later, Yesung in tow (Eunhyuk’s upstairs in the other dorm with Donghae), and finds his bedroom door locked, Ryeowook wakes up from a nap to think he’s been cleaning for all these hours, which Kyuhyun finds terribly convenient. When they open the door and discover Kyuhyun tied up and half naked, Ryeowook looks on in horror, and Kyuhyun has to bite back an urge to scream at him when the blindfold and gag are removed. As it is, he can’t help flinching from the boy every time he tries to touch him, and cowering from him in fear, because how can he look at him the same way after what he did to him?
Kyuhyun feels unclean. He grabs his dressing gown without saying a word to his hyungs and then goes for a shower, in which he tries to scrub his skin off his body to reach the dirt below because he really isn’t clean enough. It hurts and it makes him sob in pain, but he keeps trying, again and again, in the hope that it’ll work. When he steps out from beneath the water, a lot of him is bleeding and it stings. He doesn’t care.
He doesn’t want to talk about it. He doesn’t want to be near anyone from his dorm. Dressed in only a dressing gown, he shies away from his dormmates with a panicked look in his eye, terrified that any one of them would do it again. He runs into his bedroom and looks at nothing, sitting there on his bed, unable to move.
He can tell the dormmates don’t know what happened. Why would they? Three of the five members of this dorm were out on a schedule, and the other two were involved, one claiming to remember nothing except four hours of rigorous cleaning and an hour-long nap. Oh how Kyuhyun wishes he could remember nothing. It must be peaceful.
He can sense his hyungs’ alarm. They’re worried for him, worried about him. They don’t know why he’s being so strange.
He wants to scream at them, but his throat has closed up.