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So yesterday was pretty sweet...I went to Cardinal...and work, which kinda sucked because I had one other person with me...and they were new...I'm not Erin. Then Syd called when I got home from work to see if I wanted to go to Texas Road House and watch some Coldplay thing. Ashley made me a sweet necklace...maybe I'll wear it to graduation tomarrow. Anywho...we told the people at TRH that it was Joes birthday (those fuckers didn't have any badges or hats) and we taped him riding a saddle...that was cool. Then we went to the park to watch the storm and people ended up stopping by...which was pretty sweet because I thought I would never see some of those kids again...and that made me sad. Those are some pretty amazing kids though...oh, and the new Alkaline Trio kicks ass. Today started out alright. I went to Cardinal, finally gave Mandy her birthday present, sat around the house and played my guitar. On a side note...I feel the need to start a punk band...not just a 4-chord yell-y punk band...a fun one...Ramones style. Then I went to work...I don't really remember the first half of the night...I was there though. Joe and Demma and Tim and...someone else...came in...I didn't really get to talk to them though...to many customers. I'm so bored with life sometimes...well...not really bored, just overwhelmed I suppose, which is quite the opposite. I just feel like being...not sitting and talking about the nothingness that is in essence everything, but simply being...living...breathing. Like just laying outside looking at the stars...not even saying anything...just being. That's why I couldn't stand the last few hours of work...that's why I seemed pissed off...I wasn't angry, I was confined and restless...without an outlet in which to purge life. I just wanted simplicity...to be. I love talking with Stephanie and Erin and those kids after work...I really really do...I love them too...I just needed to be is all...and I can't just be when I'm there and 2/5 of us are stoned and another's mind is quite preoccupied. Yeah, so I'm weird...I think I'm gonna paint now.