Mea Culpa
To those who, however unintentionally, I have belittled and spoken down to.
To those who, through inaction, or circumstance, I have both brought and dashed hope.
To those who, against all odds, still speak to me.
To those who know who they are, better than I ever will.
I'm sorry.
Please do not read that as a vain attempt at a saving grace. It has become apparent that I no longer belong in this circle. Ergo, I no longer should desire acceptance or forgiveness. I just want to leave on less spiteful terms.
I have resolved, on advice, not to continue my drive to return. It had already cost me significantly on many fronts, and looking at it logically, it would probably cost others just as much.
To those I love, I'll miss you. I'll still be contactable, I just won't be posting or reading any more. I feel it's the only way to stop the pain in both directions.
And again, please don't read this as dramatics for their own sake. I'm not the type. It's just the only way I felt that I could close things properly.
Good luck with all that you do.
To those who, through inaction, or circumstance, I have both brought and dashed hope.
To those who, against all odds, still speak to me.
To those who know who they are, better than I ever will.
I'm sorry.
Please do not read that as a vain attempt at a saving grace. It has become apparent that I no longer belong in this circle. Ergo, I no longer should desire acceptance or forgiveness. I just want to leave on less spiteful terms.
I have resolved, on advice, not to continue my drive to return. It had already cost me significantly on many fronts, and looking at it logically, it would probably cost others just as much.
To those I love, I'll miss you. I'll still be contactable, I just won't be posting or reading any more. I feel it's the only way to stop the pain in both directions.
And again, please don't read this as dramatics for their own sake. I'm not the type. It's just the only way I felt that I could close things properly.
Good luck with all that you do.