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So i was reading my "most recent" entries and had to laugh at myself because I'm moronic sometimes. I tend to come back to this site in the summer though, maybe its a trend Im starting for myself? (cause that made sense...)
ANYWAY, I'm too tired to write the pages and pages of catching up nonsense, so I'm just going to jump 2 years and fill you in on the recent.
This year has been over-eventful and its only the beginning of May. So i left CT in august to go to Penn State (worst idea EVER). I really did like it at first and was all happy and lalala like normal. I made some friends, but found out later it was more just people to hang out with because it was convenient. I really did horribly first semester and was just slacking off etc. which is unlike me. I played ultimate first semester which was sweet, but I didn't really fit in with people on the team, so that was over pretty quick, plus i blew my knee out again which stopped me from training during winter. I don't remember too much because I'm honestly just trying to block the whole experience out. Freshman year was horrible. second semester i wake up one morning after i had just gotten back from winter break to a call from my parents telling me they're separated. THAT one came out of nowhere. For anyone who knows my parents, you understand. For those who don't... the easiest way to put it is basically, I know we're not the Cleaver's but we were as close as humanly possible. My parents had been together for 31 years! And they really got along so well. Needless to say that definitely threw me off at the beginning of second semester.
I worked really hard at first to bring up my grades and just get Penn State done with (by this point I knew I wanted to transfer). Everything fell apart over spring break. My parents told us they were divorcing because my dad had been having an affair since i left for school... with someone from his office. I WORKED THERE OVER THE SUMMER!!! I was so mad and disgusted and upset and, ugh, i dont even know what else. Anyway, i haven't seen my dad since that day. I talk to him a little, but whatever. Its really very strange. I came home April 3 and withdrew from school. Now my mom and I are just waiting for the house to sell so we can move out. We were supposed to move to westchester, ny but we're actually staying in Danbury which is very exciting. I'm slowly piecing myself and my life back together and lots of good things have happened since then too. I met lots of fun new people at Westconn and now its summer again and all my friends are coming home. I've missed them so much.
Well. that was longer than I planned, but I got into a mini rant in there. So thats the new in my life. Never a dull moment =)
P.S. who else was beyond excited to find out Keanu Reeves has been in Danbury all week filming a movie??
ANYWAY, I'm too tired to write the pages and pages of catching up nonsense, so I'm just going to jump 2 years and fill you in on the recent.
This year has been over-eventful and its only the beginning of May. So i left CT in august to go to Penn State (worst idea EVER). I really did like it at first and was all happy and lalala like normal. I made some friends, but found out later it was more just people to hang out with because it was convenient. I really did horribly first semester and was just slacking off etc. which is unlike me. I played ultimate first semester which was sweet, but I didn't really fit in with people on the team, so that was over pretty quick, plus i blew my knee out again which stopped me from training during winter. I don't remember too much because I'm honestly just trying to block the whole experience out. Freshman year was horrible. second semester i wake up one morning after i had just gotten back from winter break to a call from my parents telling me they're separated. THAT one came out of nowhere. For anyone who knows my parents, you understand. For those who don't... the easiest way to put it is basically, I know we're not the Cleaver's but we were as close as humanly possible. My parents had been together for 31 years! And they really got along so well. Needless to say that definitely threw me off at the beginning of second semester.
I worked really hard at first to bring up my grades and just get Penn State done with (by this point I knew I wanted to transfer). Everything fell apart over spring break. My parents told us they were divorcing because my dad had been having an affair since i left for school... with someone from his office. I WORKED THERE OVER THE SUMMER!!! I was so mad and disgusted and upset and, ugh, i dont even know what else. Anyway, i haven't seen my dad since that day. I talk to him a little, but whatever. Its really very strange. I came home April 3 and withdrew from school. Now my mom and I are just waiting for the house to sell so we can move out. We were supposed to move to westchester, ny but we're actually staying in Danbury which is very exciting. I'm slowly piecing myself and my life back together and lots of good things have happened since then too. I met lots of fun new people at Westconn and now its summer again and all my friends are coming home. I've missed them so much.
Well. that was longer than I planned, but I got into a mini rant in there. So thats the new in my life. Never a dull moment =)
P.S. who else was beyond excited to find out Keanu Reeves has been in Danbury all week filming a movie??