feed me fuel

[cagie_rage]

theres something i'm aching for
whether it's within myself
which i need to find
or something to reach and grab

i dreamt of you
i dreamt of this pain leaving

and hands around me
there's a hold dreams cannot recreate
it's the texture of your skin
antler soft tenderness
these hips miss it
my lips await passion

and yet, i wonder
will it ever be here?

there's a seeking present
i cannot stop myself from walking
the thought to do so
is to question my fire
is this heat pure?

close my eyes
blindly escaping into a reality
with comfort surrounding

come, dance along my side
under this moonlight
i have been stepping on this moist ground
beaten the dirt flat
praising a truth
wondering if i will continue in solitude

closed eyes
they show what i have
when i sleep, i dream
i have myself and my thoughts
with your abscence
or hers or his
closed eyes show a presence
of something no one can take away

an aching
tells me i have more to receive in this life
my hands are empty
but held open
the wieght of the air is on them

i am one with this light
i daance
dance dance dance

i see only myself
and i'm calm with my ache.

x

you can find me, with your hand pressed on your chest. in the center, where heat's provided. under the sinew, i know the memory or muscel. breath cannot embrace this love i have. i am the pair of empty lungs. again, another time soon, will be filled.
in darkness, it's a shape entwining beyond you. at the edge of your periphial.
it is me, dancing under the moonlight outside your sight.

in darkness, i'm the heat inside you which calls for you to sway.