the fighter
head first into the fighter.
that canno be kept quiet or hiddne anymore.'That was always there... and always winning over the lover
lover phase is gone.. passed... survive.
Now its a part of the game. leaned lesson.
hopefully an aquired ift. perhaps a discovered privelege.
lets see what brings
I love to hurt myself. beat myself. push myself. at the gym. get strong. stronger . stronger.
or then sit and face my own anger and energy.... the calm behind the storm before me. the left overs of the rush.
the eye of the storm that keeps seeing the storm sorrounding it.
see through it.
I am calm... BUt also the storm
Looking for a fight to balance out the energy. Looking for some fucking truth. Looking for someone strong.
hating the weakness that sorrounds me. looking down at the weak friends.
My family is strong. At least I know I belong to some people.
Need to stop hanging around those Ive judged as lesser fools.
When I know Im the fool to judge at all.
But the storm and the thunder inside... its so real. So me. So beautiful.
Get up. Go on. DO something.
that canno be kept quiet or hiddne anymore.'That was always there... and always winning over the lover
lover phase is gone.. passed... survive.
Now its a part of the game. leaned lesson.
hopefully an aquired ift. perhaps a discovered privelege.
lets see what brings
I love to hurt myself. beat myself. push myself. at the gym. get strong. stronger . stronger.
or then sit and face my own anger and energy.... the calm behind the storm before me. the left overs of the rush.
the eye of the storm that keeps seeing the storm sorrounding it.
see through it.
I am calm... BUt also the storm
Looking for a fight to balance out the energy. Looking for some fucking truth. Looking for someone strong.
hating the weakness that sorrounds me. looking down at the weak friends.
My family is strong. At least I know I belong to some people.
Need to stop hanging around those Ive judged as lesser fools.
When I know Im the fool to judge at all.
But the storm and the thunder inside... its so real. So me. So beautiful.
Get up. Go on. DO something.