the games you play

Nov 03, 2011 02:22

If I could fix things... this thin thin thread.... that is holding us together...
So many times you were not here
So many times you were with someone else
sorting out your life...
taking this for granted
telling me exactly everything that was missing in me
taking this for granted
nothing is forever
the energy itself is running out
the fire is vulnerable like never before
and the little that is left is flickering in the wind...
the wind of your ways
and the wind of my anger
and i am tempted now to use the last bit of fuel to end it even faster.. and end it in a big shabam
from the depths of my heart i am willing to sacrifice to you.... if that is what are really after...
both my boys... the best of the lot.. 
is that what u want? to know u can seduce us all?
you could've had me... just as a friend, but if that is what u want, then i shall grant it to you like a queen.
cos then i will know me and you will know you

Yes i guess i am childish
Yes I have a lot of catching up to do... in the way of your world... the languages you speak, the things you people do.
I am just me. simple little me... and u can see that...
I feel like the rope that binds us together is now a thin thread here... 
I feel like I've been giving it and feeding it... I know u do too...
but if theres anything you're holding back... please say it..
and I know i am to blame to... for holding back things i wanted to say..
afraid to say them cos u already held all the cards...
but i for one was not out to win anything but  friend..
in a sense... i guess u are one of the best friends i ever had.... cos u helped me find myself...
u helped me find myself.
and as if u didn't know: i love you
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