Miscarriage

Mar 01, 2009 17:40

After my bout of food poisoning last week, I decided I was well enough to go to work last Thurs.  At work, I started to bleed and did not stop.  I phoned my midwife.  She told me to prepare for the fact that I might have a miscarriage, but there was nothing definitive yet.  She said I could wait it out, come in to get my blood drawn the next day, or they could do an ultra sound the next day.  I called again as my symptoms were progressing - this was after 5pm.  She said she thought I was having a miscarriage.  I started to cry.  Logged off my phone at work and was trying to process it all.  I told the woman in front of me to go get my supervisor.  There was suddenly a few people around me and my supervisor said I should go home if I could drive and to let her know what was going on.

I told my husband he should probably go to work, as I'd rather him be with me for the appoinments the following day.  I decided to go with having my blood drawn, as I wasn't convinced the ultrasound tech would be super compassionate.  They had my pregnancy hormone level drawn from my visit the week before.  I also had to have a RhoGAM shot as I am RH negative and the midwife said the baby's blood would probably be foreign to me and I would create antibodies against it.  We found out late yesterday afternoon that my pregnancy hormone dropped to 50%.  She needs a follow up visit to make sure it goes down to zero.

I have been devastated for the past 4 days.  But need to have hope that God wants better things for me.
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