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i should be happy i got him while he was a decent guy..
not saying comments like " i work at the highschool and hook up with sam in my spare time"
i need to think that what we had meant something to him too..and he keeps saying it did but truth its hard for me to beeive much of anything he says lately
everyone says he's changed..thats comforting too that im not the only one that sees it
but i should be happy im not with the asshole..
but why does it still hurt me?
i know hes not the same perosn i fell in love with..which eases the pain of seeing him and her and knowing what they do
but it still looks like the mike i fell in love with..i just dont know where he went
and the way i slved my problem of seeing them at the bg bash...alcohol
best fucking drunk indian there ever was if you ask me..
1 night down..2 ore to go
funny that in israel the one holiday that in the states is only given one day is given a whole weekend..but hey..torah says to get so drunk you cant tell the difference...shame i have t do it to feel comfortable in my situation
i miss california...strangly enough people really are just more laid back there..and im tired of all this hypertensive dramatic bullshit
not saying comments like " i work at the highschool and hook up with sam in my spare time"
i need to think that what we had meant something to him too..and he keeps saying it did but truth its hard for me to beeive much of anything he says lately
everyone says he's changed..thats comforting too that im not the only one that sees it
but i should be happy im not with the asshole..
but why does it still hurt me?
i know hes not the same perosn i fell in love with..which eases the pain of seeing him and her and knowing what they do
but it still looks like the mike i fell in love with..i just dont know where he went
and the way i slved my problem of seeing them at the bg bash...alcohol
best fucking drunk indian there ever was if you ask me..
1 night down..2 ore to go
funny that in israel the one holiday that in the states is only given one day is given a whole weekend..but hey..torah says to get so drunk you cant tell the difference...shame i have t do it to feel comfortable in my situation
i miss california...strangly enough people really are just more laid back there..and im tired of all this hypertensive dramatic bullshit