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silent, impassive, unreceptive to my smile and my words and my eyes when we met (were still happy and hopeful) which must have changed when his only responses were quiet courtesies and
maybe not
which is so unfair--
unfair and extremely disheartening.
whether quietly lost with me or quietly frustrated, I still wanted to thank him.
It's 3:30 in the morning and I can't sleep because I still want to thank him.
It's not hard, so why is he making everything stupidly complicated?
I don't like it at all. I need to get out of here before this place numbs me much.
maybe not
which is so unfair--
unfair and extremely disheartening.
whether quietly lost with me or quietly frustrated, I still wanted to thank him.
It's 3:30 in the morning and I can't sleep because I still want to thank him.
It's not hard, so why is he making everything stupidly complicated?
I don't like it at all. I need to get out of here before this place numbs me much.