May 12, 2005 17:25
"I've decided to let you have your silences"
Gabriel let me drive to the cafe because I had gas in my car. he bought me a coffee and let me be silent.
and then he joined me.
when I was feeling restless, we left and put the soundtrack on and on the way back he let me get lost.
"don't think I won't take us to California because I could."
He must know that my beat-hearted nature is to be directionless and timeless with my own sense of balance and my own set of laws.
at least for this phase of my life, I have my mind on the drive, not the destination.
I thanked him for the coffee, but I forgot to thank him for letting me be me...
and more importantly, for getting lost with me.