Dec 21, 2006 05:57
I feel somewhat compelled to state, after the previous post, that I do not fear the future in any way. I approach it with the same mindset that I do my past: no regrets. In fact, I'm quite excited for what the future may hold for me. I anticipate the unforseen with a near child-like giddiness. I know that there are troubles ahead, but that will always be the case, so why worry about it? Instead, I embrace it with the exuberance I always have and with the wonder of a child at Christmas, anxious to see what the next cleverly wrapped package will hold. I trust that there will be good times to balance out the bad, for I am a strict believer in karma. That doesn't necessarily mean that I always act in a way that would give me a better shot at garnering more good than bad, but in everything I do I try to understand what effect it will have on me in the future.
I'm sure most of you don't see me as much of a spiritual man, but that couldn't be farther from the truth. Since coming to the realization of my Wiccan beliefs I have continually strived to act accordingly. Thankfully, my religion is relatively laid back in terms of how one is expected to conduct oneself, for many a Christian would find me a sinful human being indeed.
Sadly, I am currently missing out on spending Yule with those that are closest to me. I will miss out on the glorious feast the girls always manage to provide, an experience I look forward to all year long. I will, however, be in town for New Years Eve, despite the fact that I will be leaving shortly thereafter (on New Years Day by all reports), which does have me excited. I enjoy the grand party that is New Years Eve and hope I am able to spend it with ample friends and eagerly await what I consider to be the most important kiss of the year.
New Years isn't a time for the turning over of old leaves, at least not for me. I reserve that for Samhain and have for the last few years. It is still significant to me, however, for it represents a time of year where I can spend time with my friends. We must do something this year people, even if we only party at my place until it is time for Tyler, Cooper and I to depart for the North once again. I'll have money, so if anyone is up for going out somewhere I am game, provided it isn't going to be ridiculously crowded... I hate that shit.
Well, that's enough out of me. Expect me home late Friday or early Saturday. Until then, keep your collective noses out of trouble. I'd rather be there when shit hits the fan.
~Caern Devlin