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I didn't realize how badly I missed summer until I realized it was fully gone. This ... sucks, to put it simply. I thought it was bad being bored all summer, or stuck in my house with my father, or working for him, or yadda yadda, but at least it was better than this. Was nice, warm, I went out on the boat at least more than 3 times a week and I did have some free time to myself. There was Draco, of course, which made the summer all the better, but I figured I'd get to see him everyday at school once summer was over, and I'd be out of my fathers house, which was all the nicer, so going back to school wasn't such a big deal.
Am out of fathers house, but my schedule is busy, and I rarely see Draco, and the weather will turn cold soon.
And I'm stuck in the Ravenclaw house with people who seem to really, really dislike me.
People are soaking up the last of the warm days by doing their schoolwork outside when they can, which just makes me not to want to be outside with them, which limits my options outside.
Trying to make the best of it. Reassuring myself that this phase always passes - that the start of school always requires an adjustment period, no matter how many years I've come back to this place, and all this will pass and I'll settle back into a routine that it comfortable and normal for me. Still, getting myself to do the school work from classes I don't enjoy is, I think, more difficult for me this year than it was last year ... which is odd, seeing as I picked my classes this year, yet, I still dislike some of them.
Free periods are best, though.
Can you tell this is just an entry full of nothing?
In my procrastination, I've started carving these little wooden beads. I paint them, and I string them up, and hand them to randoms in the hallways, or I shoot them over to students in class that seem to be falling asleep. I had to start giving them to people because I had over 10, and it's not like I'm going to wear them. Made one for you, too, Draco, though I doubt you'll wear it. Haha, we'll see.
I really have nothing to write at all. I'll end this.
Am out of fathers house, but my schedule is busy, and I rarely see Draco, and the weather will turn cold soon.
And I'm stuck in the Ravenclaw house with people who seem to really, really dislike me.
People are soaking up the last of the warm days by doing their schoolwork outside when they can, which just makes me not to want to be outside with them, which limits my options outside.
Trying to make the best of it. Reassuring myself that this phase always passes - that the start of school always requires an adjustment period, no matter how many years I've come back to this place, and all this will pass and I'll settle back into a routine that it comfortable and normal for me. Still, getting myself to do the school work from classes I don't enjoy is, I think, more difficult for me this year than it was last year ... which is odd, seeing as I picked my classes this year, yet, I still dislike some of them.
Free periods are best, though.
Can you tell this is just an entry full of nothing?
In my procrastination, I've started carving these little wooden beads. I paint them, and I string them up, and hand them to randoms in the hallways, or I shoot them over to students in class that seem to be falling asleep. I had to start giving them to people because I had over 10, and it's not like I'm going to wear them. Made one for you, too, Draco, though I doubt you'll wear it. Haha, we'll see.
I really have nothing to write at all. I'll end this.