(not) human.
waiting to go back to that dark center.
the harmony changed,
right before the end
and there's an ache inside for sleep,
and something else entirely
delicious.
later [12:43 am]: after the day, there's no good reason to be still writing this, except that i need new music to drift asleep to. now is really the only time that's calm or quiet. the little channels between the comings and goings of other people.
i realize the potential for disaster and i'm willing to embrace it. if i've learned nothing else recently, it's that life's too short to be altogether careful.
i'll sleep like the dead tonight.
[at the bottom of the ocean].
3 hour exam at work tomorrow. i may have a couple hours to myself tomorrow night. 10pm-12am belong to me.
the harmony changed,
right before the end
and there's an ache inside for sleep,
and something else entirely
delicious.
later [12:43 am]: after the day, there's no good reason to be still writing this, except that i need new music to drift asleep to. now is really the only time that's calm or quiet. the little channels between the comings and goings of other people.
i realize the potential for disaster and i'm willing to embrace it. if i've learned nothing else recently, it's that life's too short to be altogether careful.
i'll sleep like the dead tonight.
[at the bottom of the ocean].
3 hour exam at work tomorrow. i may have a couple hours to myself tomorrow night. 10pm-12am belong to me.