in which it is 0130 and I have moved passed "overtired" and arrived at "craxy" (not a misspelling)
I've decided that (at least for delicious tagging purposes) Adam Lambert now consists of his own fandom, which I shall term "glitterRPS". This will include most if not all Kris Allen stories, mainly b/c I've yet to see a Kris Allen Story that doesn't involve Adam in some way. I'm sure they exist, I just don't care about them.
And yes, the special hell has my reservation. Thanks for asking.
*smooches fandom*
In other news, Josh invited me (and somehow my parents too? I'm not really sure how it all came about) to lunch today after church. The boy cooked the most excellent food I've had in ages. mmm. If we could get past our strange awkwardness/shyness we get around each other when other people are present, including but not limited to his sister, his parents, my parents, my brother, his cousins (which, incidentally probably total the amount of people we share knowledge of both know err... you get the point), we might figure out what we're doing. Maybe.
Josh is my good friend El's older brother (not eldest, just older). He's my age and is cute in a sort of geeky boy way. He likes gaming and sci-fi and good television. He's just as bad with people as I am. He seems to kinda like me, just like I seem to kinda like him. He's graduated from post-high school education. He has a job. (He does still live at home, but seriously, at 23 that's not that big of a deal.)
He's sweet, and when it's just he and I we're fine. We talk about geeky things like SGA, SG1, SGU, my aversion to 1st person shooter games, his aversion to books, our mutual aversion to farmville. We gossip about our families. We chat and talk and blah blah blah. Enter any person that we mutually know (which is pretty much our families) and BOOM. We both blush. We stammer a wee bit. We avoid each other's faces/eye contact. We don't direct comments to each other.
IDK why, but we both do it. He can talk to my parents just fine. My mum loves him because he lets her natter on and pays attention. I've not talked a lot to his parents, but his sister is one of my dear friends and I went to high school with several of his cousins. He's friends with my brother.
On paper we're a pretty good match. One on one we're becoming good friends. I don't really know if there's anything more there or if we're being kinda pressured by parental and familial expectations. And I'm going to stop now because I'm not making sense even to my self. Is it only 0150? It feels like the back side of 0430...
And yes, the special hell has my reservation. Thanks for asking.
*smooches fandom*
In other news, Josh invited me (and somehow my parents too? I'm not really sure how it all came about) to lunch today after church. The boy cooked the most excellent food I've had in ages. mmm. If we could get past our strange awkwardness/shyness we get around each other when other people are present, including but not limited to his sister, his parents, my parents, my brother, his cousins (which, incidentally probably total the amount of people we share knowledge of both know err... you get the point), we might figure out what we're doing. Maybe.
Josh is my good friend El's older brother (not eldest, just older). He's my age and is cute in a sort of geeky boy way. He likes gaming and sci-fi and good television. He's just as bad with people as I am. He seems to kinda like me, just like I seem to kinda like him. He's graduated from post-high school education. He has a job. (He does still live at home, but seriously, at 23 that's not that big of a deal.)
He's sweet, and when it's just he and I we're fine. We talk about geeky things like SGA, SG1, SGU, my aversion to 1st person shooter games, his aversion to books, our mutual aversion to farmville. We gossip about our families. We chat and talk and blah blah blah. Enter any person that we mutually know (which is pretty much our families) and BOOM. We both blush. We stammer a wee bit. We avoid each other's faces/eye contact. We don't direct comments to each other.
IDK why, but we both do it. He can talk to my parents just fine. My mum loves him because he lets her natter on and pays attention. I've not talked a lot to his parents, but his sister is one of my dear friends and I went to high school with several of his cousins. He's friends with my brother.
On paper we're a pretty good match. One on one we're becoming good friends. I don't really know if there's anything more there or if we're being kinda pressured by parental and familial expectations. And I'm going to stop now because I'm not making sense even to my self. Is it only 0150? It feels like the back side of 0430...