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Another all-nighter pulled. Somethings got done, others done in an instant and not to the extent I could have done them. Sometimes I think my whole life is one big all nighter. I think too much, stress too much, and basically never rest my soul. I want to become apart of the majority of people who actually put effort into their work, but sometimes it feels so good to skate by. I wish I didn't like skating by. I wish I liked actually knowing the material more. Am I doomed to be a shell of a success? Why can't I just do well? Why can't I just look out for myself? Why can't I find myself? WHY? Just why? Sometimes I think people's destinys are mapped out since they were born, and in order to change them you need to change your scenery and in turn change yourself. Maybe that is what I should do...completely change my scenery.
- Carolyn Metz
- Carolyn Metz