yearning - yearning for the fool it called a home
Suddenly everything changed. Turned upsidedown in an instant. I want to go back and change things. Regrets, remorse, and recourse. I don't understand the world. Someone hates me this week. I don't think things can possibly get any worse. Maybe I should just chill out for a bit. Maybe I should hang in the park for a little bit. I want to do so many things. I want to be real. I want to be a real person. I want to not be a shell anymore. I will do it - no matter what it takes. I am going to show the fucking people who don't appreciate me. I am going to show them all how good I can be. Just fucking watch me shine FUCKBAGS.