Meh

[caboose1919]

Love lifts us back were we belong. Crucible is over and it saddens me. I suppose we could be meaner to Paloma but I don't know how. I am freaked by directing. Relationships are confusing. I miss Les Mis. I want to be a god. Lou Reed+Fleetwood Mac+"Don't Fear the Reeaper=life. What do I do? Why did she call? PORTALES. I will never be as funny or attractive as them. Why am I so fickle? I see her and I wonder why. She is perfection and I want to know why. Guitar for Tempest. Wombats. 3 years. 12 Shows. I am attracted to a beautiful preppy bitch who I have never said one word to and I hate myself for it. One can never fully atone.

Sometimes I wonder who am I.
The world seeming to pass me by.
Who started all this?
Was God in love and gave a kiss?
Who made heartbreak?

I can't save them all. I can't save myself.

I should sleep.