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Life has changed so much since I last updated. I started college! It's pretty cool so far. It feels good to know that I'm a semester ahead of the rest of my classmates. They're all stuck in high school still.
There's a new boy in my life....sorta. We'll see where it goes. I don't think he's really what I want right now. He wants a dramatic relationship, and I don't. I just got out of one.
I miss Valencia. I miss the lifestyle. I used to have amazing friends, a hot boyfriend and a job I loved. I don't have any of that anymore. Life was so much easier then. I had to grow up all of a sudden and I wasn't ready. It hit me like a ton of bricks. Reality, that is. On one hand, i'm glad that I grew up. On the other hand, I wish I could still be a kid. Responsibility sucks.
I miss this last summer. It was so perfect. I tanned, swam and drank. That was my whole summer....and I freakin loved it! Katie, Courtz and I just chilled and enjoyed being young. It was nice to have someone to love, even if he was an asshole. We had some good times. I actually thought I was going to marry him. I was so naive.
"when the party's over, we will still belong to each other"
There's a new boy in my life....sorta. We'll see where it goes. I don't think he's really what I want right now. He wants a dramatic relationship, and I don't. I just got out of one.
I miss Valencia. I miss the lifestyle. I used to have amazing friends, a hot boyfriend and a job I loved. I don't have any of that anymore. Life was so much easier then. I had to grow up all of a sudden and I wasn't ready. It hit me like a ton of bricks. Reality, that is. On one hand, i'm glad that I grew up. On the other hand, I wish I could still be a kid. Responsibility sucks.
I miss this last summer. It was so perfect. I tanned, swam and drank. That was my whole summer....and I freakin loved it! Katie, Courtz and I just chilled and enjoyed being young. It was nice to have someone to love, even if he was an asshole. We had some good times. I actually thought I was going to marry him. I was so naive.
"when the party's over, we will still belong to each other"