No Me Dejes Solo...
It's been some time since I've wrote in this. Well, as many of you know, that's pretty much Jess's fault. I have no working laptop right now. I barely got this computer running on a 56k going right for me. But right now I'm here in PA doing some work for Adam's family that I'm pretty reliable to do. It's basically some digging, yard work, painting, and staining. As an added bonus, I was able to work in an Exxon gas station in the Shop Mart. I worked as a stock-boy for a day and lemme tell you I fixed the shit outta that stock room. That mother-toucha was maaaaad organized after I got through with it. Other than that, I've been shacking up with Adam's sister-in-law Gilma, her daughter Nathalie, and her son, Ryan. Her other daughter Priscilla is over at her cousin's house in Long Island. But that reminds me. It comes across as funny as to how my luck with the opposite sex runs. As I was here in PA for the 4th of July, over the course of all the food, fireworks displays set up nicely by Mike, and over the course of people's interests, I happened to be some sort of damn magnet for the younger sort. Yes. Priscilla's cousin was alllll over me. She's about 12-13. She looks like 15-16 with make-up. But it was kinda ridiculous. Like it was almost as she was throwing herself at me. Fact is...she's 12. And as Lydia puts it, "Her hormones are raging." Why, honestly, tell me, do hormones not rage at me with girls my own age? Like I don't get this. It truly blows my mind. Like for some reason I attract younger girls. Like one other example, I remember a time when Eli, Eddie's sis told me she had a really big crush on me-she, at the time, was 13 and I was 16 hitting 17. I'm beginning to think that perhaps, it's not due to my MILDLY young face, as some of you might think, but maybe it's how I present my personality as to someone who's willing to be carefree as long as I can contain the force of life within the atmosphere I'm in. Basically, if I feel in control of my present state, I'm willing enough to be carefree about a lot. As I was primarily during 4th of July weekend. Who knows...I'm R. Kelly in a box waiting to be opened. God. Why can't a girl my age crush on me?
In other events, my mom is destined to lock me out the house, I'm sure. She's being really bad towards the whole idea that I'm working. Especially even moreso, that it's out here in PA. And my father...well, I called him as soon as I found out I was going to PA for Independence weekends, and I didn't get a call till late the next day, only to hear, as I asked him to come and see me for 5 mins, he proceeded to say, "No, I don't want to go over. I have better things to do." I was shocked, but in an well-expected state. It still remains that it took affect and harbored me with a bad taste in my mouth and heart all weekend. But what made me slide steadily into comfort was that I saw a family in Adam's as well his faded word that I was apart of his...It means a lot. A shit-load...I just wish it didn't have to be particularly because I can't have a family of my own. I envy all of you that have brothers and sisters and family in the same state and city.
In an attempt to lighten the situation...
Now for your joke:
Hey, what do you call a dog with no legs?
It don't matter, cuz whatever you call him, HE AIN'T COMIN'!
C-Rza
In other events, my mom is destined to lock me out the house, I'm sure. She's being really bad towards the whole idea that I'm working. Especially even moreso, that it's out here in PA. And my father...well, I called him as soon as I found out I was going to PA for Independence weekends, and I didn't get a call till late the next day, only to hear, as I asked him to come and see me for 5 mins, he proceeded to say, "No, I don't want to go over. I have better things to do." I was shocked, but in an well-expected state. It still remains that it took affect and harbored me with a bad taste in my mouth and heart all weekend. But what made me slide steadily into comfort was that I saw a family in Adam's as well his faded word that I was apart of his...It means a lot. A shit-load...I just wish it didn't have to be particularly because I can't have a family of my own. I envy all of you that have brothers and sisters and family in the same state and city.
In an attempt to lighten the situation...
Now for your joke:
Hey, what do you call a dog with no legs?
It don't matter, cuz whatever you call him, HE AIN'T COMIN'!
C-Rza